WHY

Beautiful Addiction

I decided to give the best friend a name, to really avoid any confusion that might occur as we progress with the story.

Y/N: Your Name

Y/M/N: Your Mother Name

Y/B/N: Your Brother Name

JA: Jensen Ackles

JP: Jared Padalecki

This part is going to be the first part of any story where, it will be written from Jensen POV. Pls bear with me and sorry if its too long or really bad.

March 18, 2020

Paul Smith: "Hi Jensen, this is Paul, I know it's been a long time since we talked, but I would like to talk to you very soon, please give me a call, its regarding your ex wife YMN and your kids"

Jensen couldn't stop replaying the message left behind regarding the family he left behind, the one he left for Danneel. He promised her he would try to get in contact with YMN after the twins were born or was it after he found out he was expecting twins? Did he already missed out on YN getting her license or did YBN graduate? He didn't honestly remember or want to try to remember. Why couldn't he remember? he finally got the courage to call his lawyer and was hit with the worst news ever.

JA: "Hey Paul, its me Jensen." "How are you?" "What was the news you had for me?" Jensen asked as he made dinner for his family and Jared family, Jensen was looking forward to alone time with his family and to catch up on anything he missed with his kids.

PS: "Jensen, are you sitting down by any chance?" Paul didn't want to be the one to deliver the news to his client, but he had to, since he and Jensen agreed to be only contacted if there was a emergency. His wife death suppressed that right? But Paul wasn't sure, since he remember the divorce was a messy one

JA: "What is it, just get it over with. I'm busy" Jensen said in a irritated tone, it wasn't because he didn't love his ex wife, I mean she was his ex for a reason right?

PS: "I don't know how to tell you this, but your wife died in a car accident, and since you're the remaining adult in this custody battle, we would like for you to come down to Vancouver, Canada and talk about custody with her sister". Paul couldn't believe the tone Jensen was using with him regarding his kids with Y/M/N, he couldn't help but feel sorry for the children that was going through this. They had already lost their mother, but now their father couldn't be bothered with them.

JA: "Wait what?" Jensen couldn't believe what he heard, Y/M/N had died and it meant he got custody of the kids he didn't have a relationship with, he didn't know how to deal with that.

PS: "Your kids mother died and..." Before Paul could finished his line of thought, Jensen had interrupted and told him of his clear decision.

JA: "Look, I don't care if she died, gotten remarried or whatever, I don't want anything to do with them, please stop contacting me, they can stay with their aunt and thats final."

Present

Jensen didn't know how this got so bad, it became like a beautiful addiction, the whole lying, the countless purchases he spend on Danneel, the amount of time he spent with Danneel family and his family over his actual family he made with Y/N Mom, it been 9 Months since everything happened and the scars were still there.

Jensen was stoked to come home from filming his movie and he couldn't wait to talk to you about the gig he has gotten you. He managed to talk to a couple of his co stars about getting your band to perform a couple songs and he knew it would help move your relationship. But he wasn't prepared to hear what was coming out of your mouth.