WHY

Wrap Me In Your Arms

JA: Jensen Ackles

Y/N: Your Name

Y/B/N: Your Brother's Name

DA: Danneel Ackles

Y/A/N: Your Aunt Name

Y/M/N: Your Mom's Name

TN: Teacher Name

O: Olivia

R/L/N: Random Last Name

M/T/N: Music Teacher Name

The song I am using is from this amazing K Drama called it's Okay To Not Be Okay. It touches a lot on Mental Health so if any of you want to watch it. I really recommend it and will be here to talk about it, if you need to rant or discuss any theory or ideas.

I have included a poem from 13 Reasons why & Shane Koyczan

JA: "Don't you worry about that, JJ doesn't need to sleep over Tom house, she um was there last week" he said with hesitation

Y/N: "Okay sure you mumbled back as you finished your ice cream

JA: "Are you going to Prom?" he asked already knowing the answer.

Y/N: "No not really you said" Not really up for the conversation that Jensen was trying to have with you

JA: "Why?"He asked you wanting to know and trying to find a way to help you

Y/N: "In case you haven't noticed, nobody really my friend at school, and even if they were, they're only doing it for 3 reasons." Eating the last bite of your ice cream

JA: "Which is?"

Y/N: "1. They seem to know your my dad, and therefore are expecting something to come out of the friendship if they ask me out to prom"

Y/N: "2. Or they have no freakin clue to who you are but they know my and my friends career and they probably want something out of it"

Y/N: "3. Or better yet, it's going to be a reenactment of Carrie here with no powers but more tears."

Y/N: "And honestly I know I said 3, but honestly I'm not really worth it, I never was and never will be." "I mean my own father didn't fight for me or want me, so what makes you think those kids are going to want me just the same or less." You said laughing as you put your dishes away. You weren't expecting for Jensen to listen to everything and for him to have a gut reaction

JA: "You have to understand that, it wasn't about..."

Y/N: "It wasn't about us, it was about you?" "God I heard that many times and I can't believe you expect for me to believe that." "What did mom do that was so awful to make you not want us?" "You looked me in the eye and you lied to me about changing and starting fresh." "Is that who you are?" "A liar?" You said as you stood at the sink not looking at Jensen.

JA: "We're not having this discussion understand?"

Y/N: "You really don't have a choice do you because its happening and you have to deal with it."

J/A: "No. I am not admitting you as my daughter and you have to deal with it." "I'm taking care of it."

Y/N: "What does that mean?"

JA: "It means you will be my daughter at home, I won't acknowledge you as my daughter with the cameras around." "You will be Jared niece when you are around me in front of the cameras and other cast members"

J/A: "So don't worry." "Nothing." "Nothing will change with us?"

Y/N: "No." "That's right." "This is such deju vu, you have no idea."