You couldn't describe the feeling that you were feeling at the moment, it felt so cold to you and yet very numb to the feeling, you couldn't move your feet or your mouth or any part of your body, as you listen to your dad go on and on about your siblings and how they were so excited to meet you.
"JJ love riding horses, she definitely would love to take you sometime, Zeppelin here loves to bake, maybe you can bake cookies with him and Arrow loves to draw, maybe you can show her how to paint like you used to..." Jensen said and you couldn't take it anymore.
"I'm not going to ride horses with JJ, in-case you have forgotten I'm allergic to horses, I been allergic since I was 7." You said.
"Of course!" "I forgot" Jensen said out loud to himself. "Yeah like you forgot, about me existing?" You said with a scoff, "I don't bake regularly, I only bake for sales and I don't paint, Y/B/N does and I can't believe you would think I want to do those things with them." You said shaking your head. All the kids watched you talked to Jensen and they look back and forth to the adults, not knowing what to do. "Auntie Y/N, come get some food" Thomas said distracting everybody from what was being said. All you could do was nod and make your way to the kitchen and grabbed yourself a plate.
You couldn't help but notice the pictures that were on the wall, pictures of the family, there was one picture that grabbed your attention as you put down your plate. Danneel came into the kitchen and couldn't help but notice you starring at the picture of Jensen and the family during the twins birthday.
One picture had captured your attention and you couldn't take your eyes off it, you knew the date of this picture and you couldn't believe the date they had taken it. Danneel came into the room and she saw what you were starring at. "It was so hard to get him to smile for a picture" Danneel said while standing next to you. "He never smile in any of our pictures" You said looking at Danneel. "I didn't mean it that way" Danneel said looking at you and trying to fix the damage. "No, its okay." "Cause I know he wasn't happy with my mom but at least he's happy now?"I mean I thought he was but clearly I was wrong, he might have been happy if my brother and I weren't born but then again he has 3 kids with you" "I guess he doesn't need me and my brother. Are we done here?" You asked while trying not to cry.
"Look, I don't know what your mom told you about your dad and me, but he's not a bad person" Danneel said while trying to get you to understand what happened. "Right he's not a bad guy, you definitely had me fooled, so he's not a bad guy for walking out on 15 years of marriage, cause if he's not you have 5 years left in your marriage" You said while handling your plate of untouched food back to Danneel. "By the way, my aunt called you guys on that day and told him my mom died, and he didn't even cry, So my mom not the bad guy here, she tried to make me love my dad until I couldn't and when I couldn't she knew she had to stop, cause her trying, just destroyed her" You said walking away and back to the living room.
"Hey how did it go?" Jensen asked Danneel when he walked into the kitchen and saw the look on Danneel face. "Danneel, what did she say?" Jensen asked, "You have so much work to do before she turns 18, and that's in 2 years from now" Danneel said walking away. Jensen decided to bridge the gap by making you a plate of food even though he knew you weren't going to eat off his plate.
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FanfictionJensen thought he left it all behind years ago before he and Danneel started a family of their own but what happens when he gets a phone call saying that he needs to be there for his teenage daughter who's no longer the little girl he remembered? Ca...