WHY

Miss The Days

If anybody haven't read the last chapter before this, don't worry, this chapter will cover everything that was in the last chapter, so please don't read the part if it is triggering to you.

Y/N: Your Name

Y/BF/N: Your Best friend Name

Y/NN: Your Nickname

Y/M/N: Your Mom's Name

Y/B/N: Your Brother Name

Jensen had taken the kids outside to play in the pool while you and your friends were using the living room to go over the song and the plan to shoot the music video. "How about we go over the song to see how well it matches with Tess & Kate's voice?" Y/N asked her friends as they got the equipment out and tune their equipment to match the song. "Good idea" Jace said, as he got out phone to match the sound of drum.

Everybody stopped doing what they were doing, when they heard a soulful voice along with a softer voice singing to a song Jensen recognized, putting down his grilling tools, he went inside to see Y/N holding a guitar and strumming along as Tessa and Katie finished singing their part. Jensen couldn't help but notice that you stayed in the background as Katie and Tessa sang, you sat there holding the guitar and played it, he couldn't help but wonder why you weren't singing since you worked so hard for a song that you like and learned the whole piece by yourself without any help. Before Jensen could say anything, the twins had interrupted the rehearsal once again and Jensen could tell it was beginning to annoy you in more ways than none, "Come play with us Y/N" Zeppelin asked you as he tugged on Katie & Jace hands, trying to get them to get up, Arrow doing the same thing with Tessa and Bryce hands as well. "Guys, we should really focus on the video, we have a deadline" You said as your bandmates were being lead out to play with the little kids that became your siblings. "Come on Y/N/N, we got time" Katie said as she toss a baseball back to JJ, "Yeah, you mean we had time, like 3 months ago" Y/N said as she packed away her guitar and kept it out sight from the kids.

"Do you want to talk about it?" Jensen asked you as you were packing away the equipment with Y/B/F/N help, "Talk about what?" Y/N asked as you set the equipment aside. "Dude, I suggest you find someone else to talk to her about it" Y/B/F/N said standing up and gathering the equipments, "I'm not your dude, and have some respect" Jensen shot back in a harsh tone. "I will talk to you in anyway I want, and just because you had me and Tessa come cover to fix your mistake, let us do the Q&A here, it doesn't mean anything if you don't know your own daughter blood type and were willing to ignore how much in pain she was in for the past 12 years." Y/BF/N shot back at Jensen. "What are you talking about?" Jensen asked Y/BF/N in shocked and disbelief. "My mom was not stupid, she knows you met Danneel when you did a short movie and you were immediately attracted to her, and by some chance, you saw her on Ten Inch Hero's and started seeing her" Y/N said back. "I was 4, when you started the affair, but I was 10, when you left, so yeah. if I don't want to talk about me trying to kill myself like why you decided to have an affair with a women you're catching feelings for when you could've just left." You said with tears surprising everybody in the room, nobody realized Danneel had came back from donating supplies at a local women shelter. "Y/N, I didn't realized you knew about the affair so young, and sweetie, I wish I could go back and change it, I would." Danneel said trying to comfort Y/N. "I wouldn't call her there if I were you" Tessa said appearing out of nowhere. "Don't worry, I left the kids back there with the other band members." Tessa said coming to Y/N and Y/BF/N aide. "My wife will call her by any name she wants as long as she's living under this roof with us" Jensen shot back, coming to Danneel aide. "You don't get to call me by a name, my mom used for me, because you're not my mom!" "Okay!" "Don't you guys get it!" "I came here to live with you because, my aunt didn't want it getting out there you abandoned your first family for a new family okay!" "And yes!" "I got high to numb myself, to not feel anything and when I made the decision to kill myself, it was not about any of you." "It was about me not wanting to feel, wanting the pain to stop and just let me be happy." You yelled back at Jensen, Danneel, Tessa and Y/BF/N.