The Deal 💖

8

J H O's

I don't know why but my day won't be complete if I can't tease or annoy Beatriz.

Chill Jho maybe your just missing your giant bully Isabel. I sighed with the thought

How are you Isabel? Ano na kayang itsura mo ngayon? I'm sure na mas matangkad ka sa akin at syempre mas maputi hehe.

Do I need to let you go now. Ilang taon pa ba ang dapat kong antayin na babalik ka at hahanapin ako?

I have a lot of stories to tell you, how I became a model just so you know that you're the reason kung bakit ko ginawa yun, its not easy to be part of modelling industry ang dami kong hirap na pinagdaanan para lang mapabilang doon lalo na at hindi naman ako amerikana pero tiniis ko lahat ng yun kahit iilan lang ang naniniwala sa akin dahil sa kulay palang doon na ako jina-judge ng ibang tao.

I should not be qualified since I am a filipina but God grant my prayers and naging model ako.

How I pursue to become a painter yun ang naging sandalan ko how to express myself yung sakit yung frustrations ko.

But how I can tell you? kung hindi ko alam kung nasaan ka? o kung hinahanap mo ako? o baka naman kinalimutan mo na ako.

Hay ilang taon na pero sa bawat araw na naalala kita hindi ko parin mapigilan ang pagpatak ng luha ko.

Gustong-gusto na kitang makita, hindi ko alam pero I somehow felt the familiarity with Beatriz it feels like I've known her but I think thats impossible.

So impossible

Mom was right, I can't use Beatriz coz I'm missing and longing for you dahil lang sa nakikita kita sa kanya.

But I can't call the wedding off, nagdecide na ako ayaw kong madisappoint si Dad puro nalang sakit sa ulo ang binibigay ko sa kanila ni Mommy.

I can compromise naman to Bea, we get married and still we can do what we want separately. Ikakasal lang kami sa papel to be exact and sinabi naman nyang may jowa sya so be it.

Gawin nya ang gusto nyang gawin at gagawin ko rin ang gusto ko, we can act as married couple for the company and of course staying in one roof.

Wala namang mag-asawa ang hindi magkasama sa bahay diba?

" can I come in hun? " mom asked I smiled

" yesss mom! " I shouted she smiled and sit beside me

" done packing your things hun? " mom asked I gently nodded

" you'll behave right? Don't be a pain in the ass anak kawawa naman si Beatriz " Mom replied I just giggled

" no mom I'll make sure that Beatriz will enjoy my stay hehe " I replied she just shook her head

" alam ko ang nasa isip mo anak, please naman grow up hindi ito laro okay? tutulungan ka ni Bea to learn to handle the company " mom replied

" mom ang sama naman ng tingin mo sa akin " nakangusong sagot ko  ngumiti lang sya at hinalikan ang noo ko

" hindi naman hija kilala lang talaga kita sa pagiging pilyo mo hehe " sagot nya natawa naman ako sa nanay ko