The Deal 💖

47

B E A's

I called Jana to meet me in the coffee shop near her company.

She waved and smiled when she saw me.

" hey babe " she greeted me with a kiss in my cheek

" What do you want to have? " I asked she just smiled and check the list

" I'll have iced mocha with a slice of cheese cake " she replied I gently nodded and asked for the waiter to take our order

" It scares me of a sudden meet up babe " she said I sighed

" so what is it this time? about the upcoming wedding? the engagement party? or business " she asked I sighed in frustration

" no Jana its about us " I replied she gave me a questioning look

" Aww so you're calling me by my name that scares me more, okay then what about us? adjustments? " she asked curiously

" Things are getting complicated for the both of us, you're dealing with the thought of me marrying someone else, you're protecting me from your family. I mean its too much on your part and I can't hurt you more in the process. I--I don't want to hurt you anymore I can't bear to see you hurting because of me that I'm slowly ruining your life in my advantage. I can't be selfish, I want you to be happy and its not me anymore. I am destined to marry Jhoana and there's nothing I can do about it. " I explained she's trying so hard to hold back her tears

" Beatriz we already talk about it, I didn't interfere in your plan I've supported you in any way I can. I let you coz I love you and I can't lose you. I trust you to make it up to me soon coz I believe that in the end you're coming back in my arms that I am still your home. " she replied sadly I held her hand and put it in my lips

" J..Jana please l..let me go, I--I can't do this anymore t..the guilt of hurting you is too much. I--I don't want to hurt you anymore. I don't want you to have a miserable life because you love me. Ayokong nakikihati ka sa akin, ayokong ikaw ang laging huli sa listahan ko, ayokong makita mong hinahalikan ako ng iba. J..Jana hindi ko na kaya " pakiusap ko umiling naman sya

" Kahit ano lang ang maibibigay mo tatanggapin ko, I won't demand Beatriz just don't leave like this. I can't lose you I really can't, please lets go somewhere " she said I gently nodded

I paid our bills and leave the place, Jana wants us to her unit and I obliged

She gave me a glass of wine and I shook my head.

" Its still early to drink boo " I replied she shook her head

" Give it to me babe since I miss you so much, so bad " she said I sighed and take a sip in my wine she smiled in victory

We talk about everything under the sun, we didn't even saw that we finish three of her favorite wine and Jana is being touchy.

" J...Jana p..please behave " I warned her she just giggled and sat on my lap

" why babe? you want this to try right? Maybe its the right time to do it. I can't help myself to get jealous when Jhoana keeps on clinging with you, and the thought of you having sex with her is making me sick " she said and started to grind in my lap