Poems

Accidental

It feels as though you tore out my heart,
and you threw it on the ground,
ringing in my ears,
is a crashing, cracking sound.

I can't hear anyone's consolations,
even though they are being clear,
the sound of the person I long to be with,
is the only thing I can hear.

I don't know if you knew my feelings properly,
or if yours just weren't the same,
you never meant for me to get injured,
but yet I'm still in pain.

Perhaps I should have told you,
how I really feel,
then all of my love sick daydreams,
maybe they could've been real.

But I'm stupid for not doing so,
and now it is too late,
I always wanted you to love me,
even for just one date.

I should have tried a lot harder,
the fact you don't know makes it even worse,
be assured I know you didn't mean it,
but it still really hurts. 

20/3/2021.