(YUI X HIKARU) The Voices Of My Heart

[27.0] The CD

(Hikaru's voice)

Recording?

Yeah, ok thanks!

I will start now.

Ehem ehem.

Hehehe hi! It's me, Morita Hikaru desu~! Your beloved Hi-chan hihihi.

Yui-chan, Risa-chan, Manaka-chan.

These three amazing friends who stick with me until the very end. Yes, until my very end.

Three people who never fail to make me smile, laugh and make me feel better on my bad days.

I am so glad to have you guys in my life. No words, numbers, or even actions can describe how much I'm thankful to have you guys... you guys are just too precious to me...

Thank you for listening to this CD first before reading the letter. Sorry that I can only make these...

I am very sure you are listening to this when I am already hmmm gone. Like, forever gone. The real gone.

I am... very sorry to leave you guys.

I did try my best to fight this disease but as time goes by, the disease is too strong for me to fight. I became weaker and weaker. I don't know for how long I can fight this. So, this is why I made this before it's too late. At least when I die, I left something for you guys... I don't want to leave any regret behind. Hear me out. This CD at least I am going to tell you the truth.

I remember the first day I entered the school. I sat next to Yui. Behind me were you guys, the two lovebirds, Risa and Manaka hahaha. Ehem, you guys are cute together hahaha.

To be honest, when I first met you guys, I thought that you guys are cold people hahahaha but ended up you guys are very crazy people. Jokes here and there, teasing whenever there is a chance to do so. Spending my time with you guys is always been my favorite moment in life.

I still remember our very first hangout. It was the same day as I entered the school, the same day when I knew you guys. We have just been friends for less than a day but you guys already asked me to hang out together. You don't know how shy and hesitant I was that time. Hehehe.

I still remember, one day, I was alone at school. That night, I spammed the group asking why you guys didn't come to school. Not enough with that, I even called each one of you many times but none of you answered it. I don't know what happened. I was scared to death that time. I thought bad things hit you guys...

What really happened that day? Usually, when something comes up, you guys will text in the group. But not that time...

Ahhh... negative thinking embraced me that time... but I forced myself to think only positively and ended up falling asleep without myself knowing.

Eventually, you guys showed up at school the next day. You don't know how happy I was. Thank god nothing bad really happened, and I just don't want to bring it up so I decided to go to the funfair with you all after school ended. My happiness doubled up when all of you agreed with me.

Uhmm well... It was the very last time we went to a funfair together, am I right? My prediction was right. At that moment, I already knew about my disease and how it will affect my life.

In my mind, I really wanted to go to this one place with you guys. Just one place.

Yes. Funfair.

And I'm just so happy that we went there together before I died... Thank you for making one of my last dreams come true.

Hmmm...

I am going to tell you a short story, maybe?

Do you guys know why I moved out of my old school? I think I never talked about this before... I only told you guys that I'm from Fukuoka and moved to Tokyo for a reason that I'm not comfortable sharing with people. Thank you for respecting me and not forcing me to tell you guys about it deeper. Well... I'm sharing it with you guys now.