(YUI X HIKARU) The Voices Of My Heart

[30.0] Yui

To: My Kobayashi Yui~♥~

Hey!!

Have you heard the CD? If you haven't, please hear it first.

Kobayashi Yui... a very suitable name for a girl with such a beautiful gummy smile! To be honest, your gummy smile makes me fall for it. A person who is very kind and always stays calm even in tense situations.

I have something to say... I am such a coward, yes I know.

For a few months after knowing you, I don't know, or I can say that I am not sure what kind of feeling I had in my heart and stomach whenever I have you around me. My heart beats faster. Butterflies in my stomach. Can't help but blush whenever you look at me. At first, I declined my feelings, saying it is nothing. I lie to myself. But after months and years passed by, I can't lie to it anymore.

I like and love you, more than just... a best friend... I am being very honest here. I don't know how you will react to this but I really write this with my real feelings.

That's it. That's what tried to deny but at last, I can't. It's a lie if I said I never want us to be like Risa and Manaka but I'm scared that you just see me as your best friend and nothing more.

Hmm... Enough with that. I am sorry if you feel uncomfortable with the sudden confession. I just... want to... let you know...

By the way, have you met Akane? You must be confused right? Yes I know, on the CD I said that each of you will receive two things. I forgot to say that excluded you. Just remembered it after the recording finished. Yes, you received more than two things.

The first two things are a bracelet and a necklace which I made by myself. Risa and Manaka got the same but different patterns. I hope you like it!

Other things, if you remember it were actually things that we bought together when we went to the funfair. I mean... those couple things we bought together... Also, remember when we ate ice cream together? Rode rollercoaster together? Rode Ferris Wheel at night together?

:) hehehe I do remember it all because I was jealous of the two love birds, to be honest. I remember it very well. I am so happy that we four spent time together happily that day. Not to mention Risa and Manaka spend a bit of time together and that's when I took my chance to appreciate the time with only us two enjoy our time together at the funfair while the two love birds do their things together.

I knew you and others noticed that I was being strange that day but I act like I don't know anything. We both bought cute things and now I gave you those things for you to keep as memories. It may just be small things but it's actually too precious to me. I take care of every single thing we bought seriously. Believe it or not, I will clean all of it every day and make sure no dust landed on it. Only my hand can land on those things. Whenever I touch those things, I feel like you just touch my heart and take it with you. Those are few things in my room that made me feel connected to you. Keep it safe with you, okay? I believe you will. :D

Also, did you remember when we already knew each other for about two years? I invited you and the two to come and watch my piano performance. A day before the performance, you asked me a question.

Something like... Why I practiced so hard for that tournament...?

And I said because the new me will be born...? Yeah, something like that...

And the next day you came late to see my performance. I thought that you would never come but I forced myself to think positively. Maybe you have an emergency or else. But eventually, you did show yourself with a bouquet of fake flowers. I am sure the flowers are with you right now. It's a present from you but now I'm giving it back to you to keep it for me. Okay? Okay. Please keep it for me :3

I tried my best to perform until the end. I want you to watch my performance because actually, it is a performance for you. When my performance ended, my eyes looked at your seat which I thought would be empty but my guess was totally wrong. You were there. Yes, my eyes filled with water and I mouthed thank you to you. Thank you so much, Yui-chan for coming :)

You are a very calm person and that makes me feel scared to tell you about my heart. I scared that you don't feel the same and it will make us awkward and slowly drifting apart and-

Huh.. but at the same time, I don't regret it though. I like and love you. I am more to 'love you'. Why?

Yui,

A long time ago, there was a kid with her mother in a flower garden. The kid was attracted to this one kind of flower and suddenly a question popped in her head.

"Mom.. what's the difference between like and love?" she asked her mother.

Her mother gave her a very warm smile. "See this flower," she began as she pointed out the flower that her child has stared at for too long, "when you like this flower, you will pluck it. And of course, the flower will feel the pain when you pick it. You are hurting it. Time by time, this flower eventually will die. But, when you love this flower, you will not pluck it but instead, you will take very good care of it. You will pour the water every day, talk to the flower every day, and more," said the mom. And the kid decided not to like the flower but to love the flower.

What I'm going to say is, you are that flower, the mother is my heart and I am that kid.

I love you.

I am scared to like you because I'm scared that I might hurt you so I decided to love you instead.

I can only pray the best for Manaka and Risa hahaha. I trust them.

When I'm not there anymore, promise me that you, Manaka, and Risa will forever be together, alright?! :)

Shed that tears... don't cry... regret nothing...

You three are the best!!!!

Yui-chan~~

I'm sorry.

I love you.

Thank you.

:) smile always, okay!!

- Morita Hikaru desu~ ♥

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A/N: btw, this is not the end of the story okay? There is still a long way to finish hshshs.

Can't wait for the 3rd single xD