Hikaru... :')
Minutes ago, I hugged them. I delivered your warm hug to them as promised.
2 hours left before I will be pushed into the surgery room. I am really scared. This remaining time, I will just spend my time with them or this book only...
Last night, they all slept here. Yes, including my parents. But I couldn't bring myself to sleep. I was too scared and nervous. So I spent the night staring at their faces one by one.
Memories were recalled in my mind. It's a lie if I said that I didn't wet my pillow last night... each second I spend with them and you, all are my precious memories.
Of course, there were times we fought but I can clearly see it on their face that hurting each other means they hurt themselves too without them realizing. And at the end, the fight or misunderstanding did not last long as we can't stand the pain of hurting each other.
:)
That's how close we are and I am very glad about it.
I am now alone in my room. They said they need to discuss something with the doctor. I don't know though what they are discussing...
Ah well, I will just write them a letter in this diary, just... in... case...
They know about this book but they never force me to let them read this book. Hihihi, we are so close yet we still respect each other privacy. :) !!!
But once I'm gone, this diary can be those two lovebirds' treasure.
Hey Risa! Manaka! Once you are reading this, I am sure I am not alive anymore? How are things going? I know I don't have to worry about a thing as you guys have each other hehe.
You guys have read up to this part so *wink wink*. Yeah, I poured all of my feelings toward Hikaru in this book. This... is a bit embarrassing but whatever. Live healthily, both of you!
Hikaru...
I don't want any of this to happen. When I started writing this diary, it never crossed my mind that I will write something like this... The book is not supposed to be this long. It should end when the story about you ends but yeah like I said before, I never thought the ending of this book will turn into 'this' kind of ending... my life's ending... I really am trying my best fighting on my own battlefield until the finish line but this disease... this disease is too strong...
GAHHHH! I AM STRONG!
Well then-
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