one >>> Lexa's Decision part: I

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"Y/N-" I hear Raven's voice

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"Y/N-" I hear Raven's voice. I turn my head and lock eyes with Raven's who eyes me curiously. I look away though and back to Lexa. She gives me a gentle smile and nods for me to talk with Raven. I clench my jaw and step away from Lexa over to Raven still feeling something off with myself. "You okay?"

"Yeah, fine-" I respond, though I know I wasn't. "Raven, I've been meaning to talk with you about what you told me."

"What I told you?" Raven questioned, her brown eyes looking back and forth between my eyes and I nod.

"Between coming back or going with my parents... I can't stop thinking about it and the warning-" I say but stop seeing Raven looking confused. "Why are you giving me that look?"

"Y/N... What are you talking about?" The girl questions taking a step forward.

"You know- You know-" I pause feeling my breathes increase and my heart start beating rapidly. "The warning- With your coding you did in the city of light... I get- get one final chance to come back here after I passed out from the ritual battle. You g-gave me the choice to come back..." I feel myself burning up and beginning to sweat looking at the girl. And by the look on her face I knew she had no clue what I was talking about. At that point my brain ran rapid knowing I had only imagined it was Raven, but it wasn't really her and within moments I heard the girl scream my name as i feel my body beginning to shake and fall to the ground.

"Y/N!" Raven shouts catching me but I say nothing feeling my body aching as it shook. I feel another set of hands on me and I knew they were Lexa's immediately.

"Raven, let go of her a minute," Lexa shouts as pain strikes through me, my head soon beginning to shake uncontrollably. It hurt like hell and I was trying to stop but couldn't.

"No! What the hell is happening?" Raven asks, as she shouts back at Lexa.

"Raven trust me so I can save her life!" Lexa shouts and within moments I feel an absents of a pair of hands. No voices are heard as my body continues to shake but it's not soon that I feel something prick my skin on neck and I feel myself injected with something. My body shakes still but slowly begins to slow as I feel Lexa's warm breathes on my ear. "It's all going to be okay my love. I'm going to be okay. You're going to be okay. And we will meet again. Ai hod yu in." Those were the last words I heard before my body stopped shaking and my eyes closed...

"What the hell did you give her?" Raven shouts dropping back onto her knees and looking down at Y/N. The brown eyed girl scanned the young girl's face seeing sweat dripping from her face before looking to Lexa who stood up quickly picking up the girl she loved more than anything and everyone in the whole world.

"...The only thing that could have saved her... Natblida," Lexa whispers looking up and locking eyes with Raven's. "You told me there was room for only 9-" Lexa speaks holding Y/N in her arms as Bellamy and Murphy rush over. "I can survive down here because of my blood. I need all of you to protect her for me up there."

"Lexa-"

"I do not wish much from any of you but that. Then when it's time to come back, make sure you find me," Lexa gently speaks cutting Bellamy off. "Raven... You and her are close. Make sure she talks to you. Make sure she eats, sleeps and she continues to draw. She always did so well with those plus I already put her bag in the rocket."

"Lexa, you can still-"

"You and I both know I can't," Lexa cuts Raven off and glances down to Y/N. A smile inches onto the young commander's lips staring down at her fiancé. And before long she closes her eyes feeling tears well into them before leaning down and placing a gentle kiss upon Y/N's lips. When she pulls away Lexa looks to Bellamy who takes a step forward and takes a hold of Y/N taking off to the rocket with everyone else. But before Raven and Murphy can go Lexa stops them both.

"Please, take care of her," Lexa keeps her voice low between the two. "Out of everyone going up there it's you two who have a stable connection with her."

"She's in safe hands commander," Murphy says as Lexa nods at him and walks away and to the rocket. Raven nods too going to pass Lexa again but the commander stops the brown eyed girl.

"I know we may hate each other, but I'm trusting you'll give Y/N this..." Lexa holds up a folded up piece of paper holding it out to Raven. Raven looks to the note then to Lexa's green eyes. The olive skinned girl nods her head and takes a hold of the piece of paper putting it in a secure location.

"You have my word," Raven whispers, nodding her head. Lexa finally nods her head back and steps off to the side as Raven takes off towards the rocket and gets inside.

I shake my head listen to Raven as she explains what had happened. My eyes are full of tears as I look out the window looking at the Earth knowing we left both Lexa and Clarke down there. God only knows if they actually survived...I mean why would Lexa just do that. Inject me with night blood and then send me away like that. It doesn't make any sense.

"I know your mind's swirling...But Lexa wanted me to give this to you," Raven whispers. Out of the corner of my eye I see her pull a folded piece of paper out of her pocket and hold it towards me. Hesitantly I drop my arms from my chest and reach over, gently taking the note from Raven's hand. "I'm going to go check with the others... If you need anything you know where to find us." I nod slowly feeling the olive skinned girl place her hand on my arm and squeeze it tightly but gently before she lets go and heads away from me. I tear my eyes away from her and down to the note letting my eyes linger on it. A deep, shaky voice escapes my lips as I slowly begin to unfold it.

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