Love Triangle

Healing

The next morning I woke up feeling the most comfortable I had ever been. I opened my saw I was on top of Barry. He was already awake.

"Morning." He said with a smile. I tried to get off him but he held me in place.

"Did I fall asleep like this?" I asked.

"No you climbed on top while you were sleeping." He said. "I didn't want to wake you. You looked so comfortable and peaceful."

"You are comfortable. " I said leaving a kiss on his cheek and rolling off of him.

"Are you coming to star labs?" He asked.

"No I'm gonna stay here watching movies and eating food til you get back." I said. "Actually do you think you could take me to my place to get some clothes?"

He picked me up and sped me to my place. I grabbed a few outfits , toothbrush, and a few other things.

"Ready." He sped me back to Joes house.

"Alright I'll be back later." He said.

"Be safe Bar."

After Barry left I laid down on his bed and let out all the feelings I didn't know I was holding in. I missed Snart and I hated myself for it. He is dangerous. But he was always so good to me. I spent the rest of my day like this. Thinking about how horrible my life is. My brother probably hates me. I got banned from star labs by Wells. And I hurt Barry multiple times. I led him on and then chose Leonard. My life sucks.

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Barry's POV

After work, I went home to check on Lily. She was still in bed sleeping. I tapped her lightly trying to wake her up without scaring her.
"Barry." She mumbled.
"I brought food." Eating together is kind of a big thing for us. We both eat a lot.

"Thanks Barry but I'm not hungry." She smiled at me and then closed her eyes again.

"You sure? Have you ate anything all day."

"I'm fine Barry."

And this same routine went on for 2 weeks. She didn't leave my room and she didn't eat anything. But she acted like she was completely fine.

"Do you wanna go grab something to eat?" I asked her hoping that she would say yes. But she just shook her head. I couldn't stand seeing her like this but I had no idea what to do. I offered to take her to a movie, dinner, drinks but she refuses to even step off my bed. So I decided to call Cisco and ask him for help.

When he arrived, I quickly explained what was going on.

"Don't worry, I've dealt with worse. I know exactly what to do." He walked to my room while I waited in the living room. A few seconds later I heard yelling. I decided to stay out of it but I heard Lily crying. I walked slowly.

"Just because no one approved of us doesn't mean I'm not hurt that it's over!" I guess she was talking about Snart.

"I get that it hurts but you can't spend the rest of your life in Barry's room crying about it." Cisco said softly. "You're gonna have to move on. And you can start by taking a shower because you stink."

I knocked on the door and walked in.

"Do I stink?" She asked me.

"N-no you smell—uh great." Cisco raised an eyebrow at her as if I proved his point. "It's been 2 weeks Lily, I think it's time for a shower."

"Fine" she said walking to the bathroom. I grabbed her arm and sat her on the bed.

"You wait here. I'll start the shower and order some food."

I walked to the bathroom and heard Cisco say "he definitely loves you." I smiled and turned on the water to fill the tub. I figured she needed a relaxing bath. I lit some scented candles and then ordered some tacos since I know she loves them and went to the kitchen to fill a glass of wine. Cisco wasn't there anymore so it was just us.

I walked back into my room and saw her laying in a robe. I sat next to her, handed her the wine and told her the bath was ready.

"Thanks Barry. You're the best. I'm sorry about taking over your room." We looked around at her mess. She had clothes laying around and a bunch of trash from the snacks she's been living off of. "I'll clean up after, I promise." She walked to the bathroom. I cleaned up the room and put her clothes in the washing machine.

I picked up the tacos and set them on the table waiting for her to come out.

"Tacos. My favorite." She said with a smile on her face.

"How are you feeling?" I asked.

"I feel better now. Thanks to you." She said. "I don't know what I would do without you."

I loved being with Lily. She made me forget about being the flash. With her I can just be Barry.

"Thanks again for everything Bar. I'm gonna go home now."

"You sure? You can stay as long as you need to."

"I think it's time I go home. Cisco will probably drag me out if I stay another night." She said giggling. She got closer to me and hugged me tightly. I wrapped my arms around her and rested my head on top of hers. When we pulled away, our faces were close to each other. I couldn't move away and she didn't either. We stood like that for a couple more seconds before leaning in. I couldn't stop myself. I leaned in quickly and kissed her.