Suga.
She's not okay like at all. It's been two weeks and she's only woken up four times. She didn't say anything to anyone and didn't let anyone touch her. It hurts seeing her like this, more than it should but it does. It feels like a heavy rock has been placed on my chest whenever I think about her which is all the time. I can't even sleep.
The boys aren't doing much better either. Jimin's been more irritable and i know Hobi is exhausted but is trying his best to lighten the mood. We all can't sleep at night so the lights are always on, I just don't know what to do anymore.
Right now its my turn to check on her in the hospital and I'm determined to get her to say something to me. I miss hearing her voice, I miss her laugh, I miss her singing, I miss my best friend.
I arrived at her hospital door with bottles of sweet apple cider that I had gotten flown in from Canada. Before the incident she would not stop talking about how much she missed it. Hopefully this cheers her up.
I walk in and I'm happy to see that she's awake, she glances at me then turns to face away from me. That hurt, more than it should have.
"Hey T... I got someone to fly in the sweet apple cider you wouldn't stop talking about."
At the mention of the apple cider she perks up and looks right at me. I hand her a bottle and she takes it from me but looks back out the window.
"So... how are you?" I try to start a conversation.
She doesn't even look at me. She just drinks her apple cider. It was becoming very irritating, and i'd had enough.
"How am I supposed to help you if you wont speak. I've already had a hard day at work and then I get off work but I have to go to the fucking hospital to see my best friend and she's not even speaking to me. I don't even know how you got in this predicament. I don't know how you got hurt, I don't know how you're feeling, I don't know anything and it hurts. Do you not trust us anymore? Is that what it is? Huh? Cuz if that the case I'm very fucking hurt right now. We have no idea what's going on, but we're trying for your sake and you're making VERY HARD. Jeez Tiara I get that you're hurt but can you at least tell us what's going on." I finally say it and she just blinks and continues drinking her drink. All right that's ENOUGH.
"Wow. You show up at our door step looking like literal shit, bleeding out on the floor, we take you to a fucking hospital, we loose fucking sleep worrying about you, cut practices short to check up on you and instead of a fucking thank you we get ignored. IT'S BEEN TWO WEEKS I've had enough of this shit. I'm out, I can't bear this anymore." I say grabbing my stuff, I'm very frustrated.
Just as I was about to open the door I hear her.
"Wait." She says croaks out. "I'm sorry, please yoongi don't...don't leave." I can see her eyes glossing.
I put all my stuff down immediately and rush over to her.
"I'm sorry for raising my voice at you. I was just frustrated." I say looking down.
"It's okay. I'm sorry for being difficult." she apologizes too.
"No, No take your time."
"I got jumped by some girls I don't get along with at school. But I kind of deserved it because I beat up one of the girls twice. Taehyung was there for the first time i probably-"
"Wait Taehyung was there when you fought this girl!?" I asked. Why didn't he tell anyone? I'll have to have a word with him.
"Yes. um she said something that really irked me and found out about something I want to keep buried for ever. Plus she called Taehyung a trick, she didn't know it was Tae but still I don't play about any of you. And she would just always torment me and she spread rumors that I was fucking for money which couldn't have been more wrong. So she decided to get back at me so when Hobi dropped me off at the café-"
"Why were you at the café?"
"I wanted to get you coffee and some cake because I felt bad for leaving you." She said looking away. Cute.
"Okay continue."
"So Hobi dropped me off at the café, and the three girls tried to push me in a car but I ran and then they cornered me and two big giant guys joined them and we all fought. I was heated cuz what was their problem, anyways I got some metal stair case thing to trap the big guys under and then I fought the girls 3 on 1. And obviously they did a number on me but I managed to knock them all out so I ran and I found myself at your door."
"Wow, so why did you ignore us." I ask softly.
"I was still trying to process everything that happened. That's just my natural response to trauma, I remember I didn't talk for a whole 6 months once." She says slightly chuckling but she still held a pained expression.
"Why?" I ask.
"A story for another time." She sighs.
"So what combos did you use to finish those dirt face bitches."
She suddenly got energetic and jumped out of bed to show me the WWE moves she used to finish them. I couldn't help but stare at her in admiration, she so strong and brave.
I looked towards the door feeling a presence and I saw the rest of Bangtan looking at her with the same loving expression. Then it all hit me...they're in love with her too. How did I not notice? Their eyes twinkle when they see her, and how sickly worried they are about her.
They're in love with her.
This could be a problem...We need to talk.
"Hey guys!" I hear Tiara say interrupting my thoughts.
They all greet her with their own secret hand shakes, I was happy to see them like this but I couldn't shake the thought of the complete disaster that waits in front of us.
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