I solemnly walked into my dorm, and into my room. I quickly kicked off my sneakers and crawled into my bed. Everything that happened had rushed into my head, and before i knew it tears had started rolling down my cheeks.
"I-i'm sorry I c-can't... l...
School has been kicking my ass! Why do I need to do a written exam IN A DANCE AND CHOREOGRAPHY COURSE! Not to mention I still have to make half of the choreography for a new project I am frustrated, upset, annoyed and just tired.
It's currently 2am and here I am sitting on the floor of a private dance studio trying to cram all the different dance styles and techniques into my head before the test tomorrow. I am literally living off coffee and chips, I've also stopped taking my pills so I don't fall asleep. And if I fell asleep I would sleep in the studio. This has caused my hormones to go wack and now I have acne and random burst of sadness and anger.
Suddenly I heard my phone ring. I left out a groan, ended the call, and went back to studying.
Then they called again.
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT!?"
"Damn T, why gotta be so damn rude."
"Sorry, Sorry I didn't mean to Jimin. I'm just really stressed."
"Why?"
"School has been eating me up."
"I could eat you out instead."
"Boy shut the hell up and tell me what you want."
"Anyways me and Taehyung wanna hang out."
"Uh maybe after my test in two days or so."
"Okay call us when you're free. We have a break since we're all done with preparations for the album."
"Okay, bye I need to study."
"Make sure you rest and eat well, goodnight."
"mhm." I say as I hang up.
During the past year or so me and the BTS boys have been calling and texting often. Bighit decided to put the song I produced in their new album, but it wasn't going to be coming out until 2020 so In about a year. Obviously I didn't take any credits or money because I really don't need any recognition. I'm just happy a superstar group used my sound, that's all I could ever ask for.
I continued studying and doing my music assignment until early in the morning. I decided to lay down and take a quick nap. Less than five minutes later Donnae bursts into my room telling me that Mrs.M needs me downstairs in 15 minutes. I quickly hopped out of bed and into the shower to quickly get situated.
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I quickly rushed downstairs and met Mrs.M.
"Hello Tiara. I'm having a migraine and I was hoping that you could help me deliver to the second, third and fourth floor. I don't trust myself to go up stairs right now."
"Oh of course. I'll be back soon." I say softly.
I grab the basket of food and go up the stairs. During the few months that I've been here the teachers and students haven't exactly been welcoming. They give me dirty looks when I deliver their food or try to talk to them, I don't know what I did but it's not going to stop me from giving them their food.
I delivered all the food until I got the the last door, this was home to the biggest bitch to ever exist. Areum. She's tried to push me down the stairs, said some very inappropriate things to me and even spread rumors in the school that I fuck around for money. But it still didn't bother me, I just continued to push ahead, like I always do.
I finally knocked on the door and waited for it to open.
"Here's your food." I say handing it to her.
"Wow, you look fucking terrible." she says smirking.
"I could say the same to you." I say softly laughing.
"What a whore." She says scoffing.
"I think the different guys you bring up here every day beg to differ." I laugh walking away.
I finally got down the stairs and went to Mrs. M.
"Tiara come here we need to talk."
"Okay." I answer.
"You look exhausted. Have you stopped taking your pills? You also have acne, what's wrong lovely?"
"I've just been busy with school. They're really kicking my ass, and we were supposed to be doing a group music project but the people in my group just ditched me and left me to do it all by myself. I don't know why I'm ranting to you but It feels good so I'm going to keep going."
"Go ahead, love." She says chuckling a bit.
"I had to stop taking the sleep pills so that I don't fall asleep while studying. Now my emotions are all wack, and I have acne. Not to mention the insane cramps I'm having right now cuz I'm on my period." I say completely done and feeling like yeeting myself of a bridge.
"Aww, hunny. Your exam is today right? Just go in there and do a good job. After that you could just say that you're sick and leave early to sleep."
"Okay, I think I'll do that."
"Alright Lovely, have a great day and break a leg!"
"Uh, Okay bye now." I say grabbing my things and heading to the main campus.
...
Finally the exam is over, I can go home. I got my things and walked out of the classroom and towards my dorm. As I was walking I saw someone who looked a lot like Yoongi standing by the dorm gate.
Nah that can't be Yoongi
I decided to walk by the masked man but was pulled back by my arm.
"I have a knife," I say panicked.
"Ohhh so scary." He says sarcastically.
"Yoongi what are you doing here? You can't be here." I whisper yell.
"Whatever I'll tell you later," he says walking into the dorm entrance.
I quickly caught up to him and led him into my dorm. Donnae wouldn't be home for another 6 hours, she has two tests coming up and 3 classes.
"So why are you here?" I say suspecting.
"Well, a little birdie told me that you've been busting your ass doing homework and studying and that you barely eat or sleep. Since none of the members were available today they asked me to check on you."
"I don't need to be checked on. I'm fine."
"Tiara, look at your face. Your eyes are bloodshot, you have eyebags, and you have acne all over your forehead. Doesn't look fine to me."
"Whatever," I say popping a pill in my mouth.
I went into my room and curled onto my bed. Yoongi also followed me and sat at my desk. We talked for a while until the sleep pills started working.
"Can you... lock... the door... donnie can't know you're here. There's food in the fridge by the desk to the left." I slurred sleepily.
I finally let my eyes close and felt the side of my bed dip.
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heyyyyyy
No cheese curd of the chapter this time. Waitng for new cheese curdies to comment ^v^.
