I solemnly walked into my dorm, and into my room. I quickly kicked off my sneakers and crawled into my bed. Everything that happened had rushed into my head, and before i knew it tears had started rolling down my cheeks.
"I-i'm sorry I c-can't... l...
"DIAAAAAAA!! WHY THE FUCK ARE THE DISHES NOT DONE!?" I yelled at the top of my lungs, this girl really doesn't know how to be responsible.
"Shut up, before I kick you out of my house."
How rude.
"You love me too much to kick me out."
"Watch me bitch."
"Whatever just do the dishes, I have work."
Usually people travel and have fun during their Gap year, a Gap year is supposed to be a time to build yourself. My Gap year has been spent pilling up cash, working 3 jobs is not easy.
My schedule looks like this:
10am-12pm: Referee at Grade 6 basketball game
1pm- 7pm: Reception at hair salon
8:30pm-7am: 24 hours cafe shift.
It's very hectic and I barely get 3 hours of sleep, however this regime makes sure i'm getting paid. I managed to raise more than my intended target, a little pocket money wouldn't hurt. Today is the day that registration to go to Japan opens, I had to cancel my shift at the hair salon so I will be an early bird.
As soon as I arrived home from the basketball game, I took a nice hell hot shower. Seriously if your water is not at the temperature of hell when you shower are you even human? After getting out of the shower I wore some clothes, grabbed my laptop, a bag of chips and belly flopped onto my bed.
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I snuggled into the bed and immediately started dozing off, I looked at the time on my phone and saw that it was 1:30pm.
"hmm, I don't need to be awake until 4:00pm. A little nap wouldn't hurt."
Right?
9pm
"BITCH WAKE YOUR ASS UP!!! IT'S 9PM, YOU'RE LATE FOR YOUR SHIFT!!" Someone had yelled into my ear.
"10 more-"
Wait run that back.
"IT'S 9PM ALREADY!? SHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT!" I started jumping around with my hand flailing everywhere.
"why do you look like you're about to piss yourself?"
"DIA, I MISSED THE SIGN UP WINDOW FOR JAPAN!"
"oh... there's probably gonna be another sign up window just-"
"NO! THEY GET ALL THEIR APPLICANTS AT ONCE SO IT'S LESS WORK!!"
"Well dang... what do we now girl?"
"I... I don't-"
I started to feel tears welling up in my eyes, I can't let anyone see me cry. Be a strong girl! Mama didn't raise no bitch! Crying is for the weak! Even if your world is falling apart, smile. Your smile could save another persons world. DON'T FUCKING CRY!
