This is the fourth journal i've made but oh well. Hi, i'm growing wings, oh and, this isn't a book , it's real.
also i decided to ditch the "my mythical journey " name bcuz y not it's 1 am and i have work tomorrow help
if you can think of a better n...
5/22/21 -i meditated this morning for the first time in months! my wings started to hurt (like growing pains but dull) and itch a bit. i'm currently focusing on trying to get phantom wings again but i'm taking it a little bit at a time so for now i want them to have a 1-foot wingspan. it's really hard to meditate because adhd so i'm starting off with 10 minutes a day, 5 in the morning, 5 at night, of course i will gradually increase this.
-i have VERY faint phantom wings tht are only there whenever i focus on them, it's like a tingly sensation?? and they flap whenever i almost fall as if trying to propel me back up XD
5/23/21 -not progress but i sketched some winged people!
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-i watched the 2nd maleficent with some flock members today and at the end of the movie my wings were tingling! this has never happened before??? nerve development maybe?
3/24/21 -it was raining today! sadly i can't fly in the rain :( i want to tho
-so! i tried meditating aka almost falling asleep and now my wings ache!! i think i meditated for 20 mins but idk?? i felt this weird jolt of electricity go through me when i almost fell asleep???
3/25/21 -i'm in sculpture and my wings are hurting! i am in pain but yay i also have a headache
-when i move my shoulder back i can feel my wings with my shoulder blades!
-i have lots of growing pains :'(
-i tried biokinesis but my sister kept yelling "HOTDOG" and i kept almost falling asleep so yea. my back felt heavy afterwards tho
5/27/21
forgot to update for a few days whoops
-itchy wings at some point! i forget when tho
-my wings started aching when i was doing physics hw so i put cool azul on them and that helped
-i've been constantly hungry which is so weird after not being hungry (except for people) for a few months but food still tastes weird, ye i'm still using ghoul subs
all right that's it for week one! i'll be doing weekly updates like this from now on!
