8/5/21
yo!! i'm starting these kind of updates again
-meditated for about 9 mins! i'm getting better! my back was really itchy around my wing area but not in my wings???
-growing painsss
-right wing hurts more than left
-my back feels like, weak?? it's weird
-oh yeah this morning i made a smoothie to help w wings! it was yummy! i'll put the recipe in the guide (eventually)
-trying to remember to visualize is hard
-w h y does it feel like i'm being stabbed by a needle above my right wing? like idek if this is progress it's a few inches above like it's near my shoulder neck area but o w
-still itchy above my wings?? weird
8/7/21
-someone said bananas help with wing growth so today i ate two bananas
8/8/21
-hi it's currently 2 am and i want another banana for some reason but appearently you're not supposed to hve more than two bananas a day and now i'm sad :(
-still 2 am, i think i'm about to strt getting some significant progress! see, i usually can go a whole day and only eat once (which isn't healthy don't do that) without feeling hungry at all but now i'm constantly hungry, and it's just, out of nowhere?? i mean this started like a few days ago so yeah. which brings me back to the whole "wow, you're growing wings so you need a lot of food" also i'm like craving fruit like i used to not even like fruit?? and unhealthy foods are starting to disgust me. idk if that's side effects or just me making good life choices for once.
i still want another banana and we have no other fruit in the house. i am sad. i am hungry. i can't sleep. my mind has been playing "freestyle. 现在只style. 没有free." on repeat for the past hour and i blame tiktok. my prents are forcing me to go to church later today and i am sad.
my mind has now switched to playing the wonderful song that goes
the duck walked up to the lemonade stand and he said to the man runnin the stand
HEY! GOT ANY GRaPES?
hwlp
whY DO MY WINGS BYRN
8/10/21
-every time i inhale my wings ache, ow?
-meditated for about 5 mins
-my wings got this really heavy feeling??? phantom wings is that u???
-right wing twitched a tiny bit
-hhh now my right wing itches a bit- also i'm waking up early tmrw so if i get ready quick enough imma meditate during the sunrise
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Avian Journal 4: Muscle Development
Non-FictionThis is the fourth journal i've made but oh well. Hi, i'm growing wings, oh and, this isn't a book , it's real. also i decided to ditch the "my mythical journey " name bcuz y not it's 1 am and i have work tomorrow help if you can think of a better n...
