1) Thinking of a really sad scenario inside my head and using that to cry myself to sleep.
2) Humming or singing quietly to animals like pigeons or squirrels and hoping they don't run away.
3) Making up a really intense argument inside my head and making myself lose the argument.
4) Reads book. Is 56 pages in. Sees new book. Ooh, I wanna read that too.
A few moments later...
Has read over 30 books leaving most of them unfinished!
My mind: I think I have commitment issues and I really need help. If I read books in this unfaithful fickle manner then how will I treat the people I get a romantic relationship with?! 😳😅
5) Make up an argument inside my head and win it whenever I feel like worthless/trash and shit at life. Lol, so guilty. 😅
6) React to whatever I'm watching out loud like I'm making a reaction video for YouTube. (Yeah I am starting to think I should make a reaction channel but my social anxiety and countless brain fog issues make it clear that I cannot)
7) Talking to myself (for fun) whenever no one's there to hear me.
8) Overshare then get embarrassed for revealing more then my name to other people. I am not mysterious anymore, I am just weird now.
9) Bump into a wall then proceed to slap the wall for hurting me.
10) Slap the tap so it stops dripping.
11) Drink tea with everything I eat.
12) Watch people outside and make up short stories about them in my head.
YOU ARE READING
Trash Book of Extra.
PoetryWarning: I am a weirdo. This will contain some thoughts of mine, some poems, some deep shit, some thoughts I have as I go through the journey of self-exploration, lmao. Some chapters may be seen as too controversial but whatever you know. I mean, re...
