This Is Forever.

Family?

The next few days went by with a blur, the only thing Clarke had ever payed attention to was the green eyed brunett.

Clarke and Lexa had finished helping the rest of the group build their small homes, knowing they would probably have to build bigger and more stable ones in the future.

Currently they cuddled up in their bed, the sun had just went down, knowing it was to early to go to sleep Clarke laid with her head on Lexa's breast, her right arm around the Burnett's waist she sighed contently.

"I could stay like this forever.." she whispered

" we would have to eat and use the bathroom Clarke." Lexa stated clearly not understanding her lover.

Clarke laughed, " don't ruin the moment Lex"

" How am I ruining the moment? I'm just stating the obvious. I mean, yea it would be relaxing, not having to worry about anything. Just to be able to lay in each other's arms all day, but I do think you would get really tired of me." Gently she started rubbing her hand up and down Clarke's back, leaning down and kissing Clarke's golden hair.

" Nah, I don't think I would ever get tired of you Lex. Your my person." She stated with happiness

Lexa sat there again confused, "your person? What's that supposed to mean? I thought I was your girlfriend?"

" oh man, you know what just-how about we just stay quiet and take a little nap." Clarke didn't even wait for a response before closing her eyes.

The two of them laid there for a good 20 minutes, quietly, comfortable in each other's arms, and most of all in love.

" Do you miss it?"

"Miss what Clarke?"

Clarke sighed looking up to meet Lexa's eye, " Your people. Leading them, being the Commander, being in charge"

" I'm a sense...yes, but at the same time, I would never be able to have you, I would never be able to get married, or have children... yes I miss leading my people. You know, being in command but, I love you and I'm happy here. I don't want that to go away."

" I love you too Lex" Clarke gently leaned up placing her right hand on Lexa's cheek before leaning down and kissing her.

" Do you miss her?" Clarke didn't have to think to know who Lexa was talking about.

" Yeah. She reminded me of you, it drove me crazy how much she looked like you, how much she acted and talked like you.." Clarke stroked over Lexa's eyebrows trying to distract herself from crying.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough to save her from sheidheda." Lexa looked away sighing she gently sat up a little leaning on her elbows leaning over Clarke.

" I just- when Bellamy told Madi that you had died.."

Clarke also sat up tucking a little peace of hair that fell into Lexa's face, " You also heard it to..didn't you?"

Lexa nodded her head slowly not meeting Clarke's eye, "Hey..look at me."

Bringing her finger under the Burnett's chin she lifted it up making her meet her eye.

" It's okay, it wasn't your fault."

" I just- I spent so much time watching through Madi's eyes watching as you grew, as you took care of her. The only reason I was in first Command in her head wasn't only because I was the last Commander before her. It was because I wanted to see you."

"Lexa-"

" No Clarke.. I broke down, I didn't have a reason to help Madi fight against him anymore, I didn't help her, I didn't teach her ways to get into his head not the other way around. A part of me wants you to be mad, to scream, to hit me, anything, I want you to be angry I didn't help your daughter."