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𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝟐𝟕

Chloe's POV:
After we left the dojo, Johnny dropped me off at home and he went to the beach since he said he wanted to be alone.

I sat on my bed and didn't even know what to do. I looked over at my pictures and my eyes fell on the one of Miguel and I.

I immediately started sobbing.

"Why'd this have to happen?" I sobbed into my hands.

"I hate you Kreese!" I screamed standing up and throwing a pillow on the ground.

"I hate you dad!" I said throwing another pillow. All of this I did at the exact same time I was sobbing.

"I hate miyagi do!" I screamed kicking my dresser.

"why'd you have to leave me here miggy? please come back. please." I whispered sobbing quietly.

I walked over and picked up the frame with Miguel and I's picture in it. I took it over to my bed and hugged it into my chest while sobbing.

"please Miggy." I sobbed quietly.

I tried to think in my head of Miguel's voice. Tried to think of him hugging me, or laughing with me. But it wasn't the same.

I walked over to the wall screaming and sobbing and punched it with all my strength. I ended up punching a hole in the wall. It bruised my knuckles, but I didn't care. I wanted Miguel.

I looked over at an old frame with Robby and I in it. I walked over to it, grabbed it, and smashed it on the floor, making glass shatter everywhere.

"FUCK YOU." I screamed. I picked up one of the sharper pieces of glass and brought it to my wrist. And sliced. Over and Over again. Until I could feel another pain to distract me.

I walked to the bathroom, still sobbing, and cleaned out the cuts until they stopped bleeding which took about ten minutes.

I picked up my phone and clicked on Moon's contact.

"Hey Chloe! Everything alright?" Moon asked in her preppy voice.

"No." I said my voice cracking from sobs.

"I need someone to talk to. Please come over." I sobbed.

"Oh my! Of course I'll come. I'm on my way." She said hanging up.

I threw on a sweatshirt so she can't see the fresh cuts. While I was still looking in my closet after I picked out the sweatshirt, my eyes found another one. Miguel's. He gave it to me when I stayed with him when Johnny was away.

The one I had on, I quickly took off and replaced it with Miguel's. I took a deep breath in, inhaling Miguel's scent, making me sob again.

I heard the door open, and there Moon stood, looking at me with sorrow.

She walked over to my bed and wrapped her arms around me rubbing my back to comfort me. That only made me sob harder.

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I eventually calmed down but that didn't mean I was all smiles either.

"Thanks for coming. I really needed this." I said hugging Moon one last time.

"No problem! Call me if you need me ok? I won't hesitate to answer." She said hugging back. She walked out the door and my phone rang.

"Hey beautiful." Hawk spoke into the phone.

"Hey." I answered.

"How are you feeling? Do you need me to sleepover? I don't care if you do or not I'm on my way."

He hung up after saying that quickly before I could even say anything to answer him.

Johnny got home and went straight to his room and shut the door. I decide to leave him alone since it's probably for the best.

A few minutes later Hawk walked right into the door and took my hand pulling me into my room. He laid on my bed pulling me with him and forced me into his chest to hold me.

"What's this for?" I said with a confused look.

"I'm not letting go. You can cry in front of me. I don't care. Please let it all out so I know your okay." He said tearing up.

I immediately went right back to sobbing like I never even stopped. He held me tighter and rested his head on mine. I sobbed and sobbed. He even started crying too. Luckily his hair was down so I stroked it while still in his arms.

I started struggling to breathe. I sat up clutching and grasping my chest trying to bring up some air.

"Hey hey hey, calm down its me. Eli." He said cupping my cheek.

It didn't work. I was still panicking. Hawk didn't know what to do so he just brought his lips to mine, closing the gap between us. I was shocked, but kissed back.

He pulled away and luckily I could breathe. He rested his forehead on mine.

"Whether we're together or not, I will always love you. And protect you." He said softly.

"And I'll always love you." I whispered back.

"Always." He repeated.

I snuggled back into him and he wrapped his arms around me. I started sweating since I had a sweatshirt on.

"You know you can sleep in a tshirt right?" He said with an airy laugh.

"Oh um yeah." I said stuttering awkwardly.

"What's wrong?" He questioned suspiciously.

"Nothing." I said quickly.

"No. You're hiding something from me."

"No I'm not."

"Then prove it."

I sighed and gently took off the sweatshirt revealing the fresh scars on my wrists.

His eyes widened and he gasped.

"Why? Why didn't you call me?" He said tearing up.

"I'm sorry I was just in the moment, and I was angry and sad and I wanted to distract myself ."

"Come here." He said softly opening his arms again.

"You're not mad?" I said surprised.

"I can't be mad at you. You mean the world to me." He said gesturing for me to come back over to him.

I laid next to him and snuggled in. He kissed my head quickly and lifted up my wrists and kissed my scars softly. Then he kissed the one on my cheek. I smiled softly kissing the scar above his lip.

"I love you Eli." I whispered falling asleep.

"I love you Chloe." He whispered back.

That's the end of season 2!! I'll be starting season three soon. Get ready for the drama!