Don't Let Go Of Me

Chapter 7

George nudged his face more into dreams neck, the taller male straddling and basically draped all over his body. Not long after they laid down, dream fell into a deep sleep, seeming exhausted all of the sudden.

Sometimes he really was a mystery on his own. This man could go from being excited over the smallest things, to dropping dead weight and taking a nap almost everywhere. It was confusing to say the least, but he simply pushed it onto his ADHD.

Right now the soft smell of wood and pine needles was the only thing fogging his mind up, putting him in some kind of trance. He had forgotten how good it felt to really hug or cuddle someone.

Not that he was that touched starved or something. Dream made sure to always cling to either of them to fill up his so called 'daily income of human affection'.
What really made him feel this way was more shame and disgust based.

George adored cuddling, he adored cuddling and feeling the warmth of his housemates. Still, at the same time his heart was always beating in his throat, muscles clenching and on edge.

It was a secret of him that he didnt really want the others to find out. All he would get were those pitiful looks that he despised so much growing up. People he didnt even know telling him how they were sorry for what happened.

It bugged him to hear that and he never wanted to get that same reaction from his friends. So he simply kept it to himself, locked it deep down inside him and threw the key away to never be found again.

"You are so perfect, do you know that?

The words slipped him before he could even think about them, voice filled with sadness.

Why did he mention that?

Not that it mattered much as all that came from dream was a tiny snore. The blond was deep asleep on George's chest, fingers clawed slightly in the back of the older one's shirt.

"You are not that imperfect yourself, you know?"

George almost jumped at the sudden voice right next to his ear, causing dream to whine and grumble before continuing his nap on the other.

"Oh my god sap! Never do that again!"

His voice was quiet but still closer to shouting than not, embarrassment lingering in it. Did he really hear what he said to dream? This whole situation got even more confusing as a sudden memory flashed back up.

Hold up, he was pretty sure that sap and dream kissed on the couch and now the raven was.. Lowkey flirting with him? Could one call it even flirting or was it just human decency? The heck, human emotions were so confusing..

"Pff sorry, it was just so adorable to see you two like that, couldn't keep my eyes off you"

Little butterflies filled the brunettes stomach, turning into big rocks the second their eyes met and for a second George was sure he was gonna suffocate. All the air in his Lungs was gone, leaving him holding his breath and falling deeper than Ever before.

"Are my eyes that confusing? I mean yeah.. Its not that normal but.."

Sapnap carefully put his hand close to his eyes and bit his lip. Most people made weird comments about his right eye being blue and brown at the same time, but George had never been one of them.

"Oh.. Eh no, no.. They're pretty. Really pretty... Kissable.."

George eyes had locked with saps lips the whole time the other spoke. Slightly chapped from never using ChapStick and biting but still having that beautiful red tint to them. Would his stubbles poke and rub against his cheeks if they-?