Don't Let Go Of Me

Chapter 12

//This Chapter contains mentions of
r!pe and su1c1de so please consider this your TW//

George had no idea how he ended up almost wasted on the roof of their house.

Well maybe he did but it wasn't his proudest moment. He just pushed it back down, only for them to come back up the next moment.

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The morning was a normal one, nothing out of the ordinary. It had been some time since that once night with dream in his room. No one had realized his little slip up, neither dream nor sapnap. Good for him.

Not that he would be ashamed of something, but he just rather kept them thinking that he was bad a comforting. It was just easier that way, at least for him.

Breakfast contained an egg and some bread, which he ate alone in the kitchen, while the sun started to rise slowly. If he was going to consume a meal in the morning, it had the be before the sun was fully out, or George wouldn't be able to get anything down.

Strange for others, but more than normal for him at this point. Dream was probably already up and working on some coding and sapnap should still be in the lands of sleep, considering how early it was.

"Hey patches"

The cat jumped onto the seat beside his own and started to bump her head against George's. He liked patches. She was well behaved and quiet most of the time. There had been some time where dream forgot her feeding time and she nearly caused a scene because of it. Apparently her scedual was as important to her and dream's was to himself.

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The next memory that flared up in George's alcohol hazed mind was what happened shortly after his lunch.

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"Hey geooorge, you mind lending me a hand on my coding? I am just looking for some bugs in it or stuff that doesn't belong there."

Dream's voice sounded tired, as it had been for the past week. He was almost certain that night troubles or his own working had kept him up way past the early morning hours. Standing up at 7 am every day also added to his sleep deprived state now.

"Yeah sure thing, only if you promise me to take a nap afterwards tho."

The blond didnt seem too find of that idea tho, only scrunching up his nose and giving a displeased sound.

"I have to agree with George there dream, you look like you will fall asleep any second. Is something troubling you?"

Bullseye.

Dream seamed to shrink in his own chair, hands antsily rubbing against each other under the table. His leg bouncing in a fast pace to try and get the anxious thoughts away that started to cloud his mind.

"I am fine."

"Well you can always talk to me if you need something."

That was such a sapnap thing to say. It was nice that he was taking such good care of dream but, but something. He didnt even know what got him so upset. Maybe it was that dream was always the one that got all the comfort but maybe it also was that he himself didn't offer comfort once.

If he could he would but, it just wasn't that easy OK?

"George are you even listening? We were talking about how me and sapnap plan to go grocery shopping later and maybe watch a film at the cinema. It will be a drama tho so I don't think it would-"