i choose u

.Chapter Thirty.

.Chapter Thirty.

                The sunlight that shone through the bedroom window awoke me. 

        I was fully awake already. My memory trying to recall everything that had happened last night. I moved my head slightly from the pillow to find Blaine sleeping next to me, he was facing towards me, his mouth half open, and the other side of his face buried in the pillow. I didn't say anything, only giggled quietly as I watched him sleep. I couldn't help but feel really happy. Blinking for just a split second, Blaine had opened his eyes and was looking back at me.I quickly turned away from him, not saying anything. I was scared, scared of what to say, really. 

        "Hey, I saw you staring at me," Blaine said in a groggy voice, he was still half asleep but was awake to have known. I slowly turned back to face him.

        "Morning," I replied silently, almost afraid that he didn't hear me.

        "It's creepy to watch someone in their sleep," he said, closing his eyes, and stretching his arms above his head. I sat up on the bed, my whole body suddenly exposed and naked, I quickly covered myself with the sheet awkwardly. Oh my God! I forgot I was naked. My whole body ached the moment I sat up, I suddenly felt dizzy from sitting up so fast, and Blaine was looking at me. His hand grabbed mine and he forcefully pulled me back down on the bed. My face was so close to his and his eyes stared into mine, "Where do you think you're going?" he mused.

        "N-No where," I stuttered, feeling awkward now. Crap, why was I still embarrassed about last night? I needed to be more mature. Blaine saw my entire naked body last night, so why should I care if he saw me in the daylight? I saw a flicker of amusement in his eyes, I immediately knew what he was trying to pull. He sat up a little and rested on his elbow, leaning over me a little as if he was going to kiss me. I cowered beneath him, there was no escape with his hand gripping my side.

        "Do I need to help you remember what happened last night?" he teased, leaning forward as if to kiss me, but instead grabbed my waist and rolled me on top of him. He picked me up as if I weighed like a feather. I ended up sitting on him. I gasped when my whole body was exposed without the sheet. My legs were on either side of him, an awkward position for me. I tired to get off quickly but his hands were stopping me. I was like a bird trapped in a cage, no where to go or hide. I noticed he was looking over my body! Embarrassed, I quickly leaned forward on his bare chest, covering everything that was exposed. "Hey, I was studying your beautiful body," he sighed.

        "Can I please get off of you now?" I growled. He suddenly grabbed my butt and brought me closer. He lightly kissed me, then I responded helplessly. We kissed and he wrapped his arms around me. I groaned a little out of pain.

        "Your body okay?" he said. His fingers ran through my messy hair, careful not to pull on any knots, then moved my hair out of the way to kiss my neck. His hands then moved down my body, massaging me. It felt very relaxing.

        "Hmm." I moaned again, getting a tingly feeling as his hands touched my skin. 

                I ended up falling asleep on top of Blaine. When I awoke once more, I found a rose laying on my pillow, and a small note explaining why he had to go to work. I picked up the thorn-less rose and smelled it. I really didn't care about anything else right about then, I was probably the happiest person in the world. 

        After taking a hot shower, changing into something comfy, and going down to the kitchen to grab some breakfast, I found myself lounging in the living room all day. I kept looking at the time on my phone, wondering when Blaine was going to get off, and when I had just put it down, it started to ring. I quickly picked it up excitedly, but was a little disappointed to see it wasn't him. 

        "Hello?" I answered. 

        "Hi baby! How are you? I haven't talked to you in a week, I'm sorry for not calling," it was Dad's voice over the phone. 

        "Dad? I've been trying to get a hold of you for awhile."

        "Yeah, I'm sorry, my phone kind of fell off the ship when we hit a storm, but don't worry everything is fine!" he reassured me. I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair in relief it was just his phone. "So, is Blaine treating you well?" Dad asked. I suddenly was stiff as a rock. Last night popped into my head at the worse time and I worriedly replied. 

        "Yeah- of course dad! Nothing to worry about! Everything's fine. So how is work going?" I tried quickly to change the topic, but dad didn't seem to interested in changing it. 

        "Oh, yeah, it's good. You know, if that boy does anything to you, I swear-" that was when my fathers words started to blur in my mind. This was not good at all. Was he going to approve of Blaine and I being together? I mean, why not? He was like a son, he'd enjoy having him like family. I couldn't bring myself to tell him about Blaine and I's relationship in the end.

        "Well, anyway, I need to go, call me on this phone for now on, it's the ships satellite phone, so just ask for me, alright? I'm glad you're doing well, you sound happier than ever, I'm a little jealous of Blaine being there for you and I can't," dad said. 

        "Dad," I breathed. 

        "What is it, Ayame?" 

        "I miss you."

        "I miss you too, I'll talk to you later baby."

        "Be careful," was my last words before the phone went dead. I put the phone up to my forehead and closed my eyes. Keeping secrets from my dad just wasn't me, but I'm sure that he'd freak out if he found out his little girl was dating a twenty-one year old guy while he was away. I wonder what Blaine thinks of this? Has he told my father? All these questions ran through my head, but I soon got tired and fell asleep on the couch while watching TV, and drowning in my own thoughts.