i choose u

.Chapter Sixteen.

.Chapter Sixteen.

                Did this always tend to happen? 

        When Blaine and I have an easy going and perfect day, it always ends up going badly. 

                        Is it all my fault?

        I sobbed all by myself. It was dark out now, I cant remember how I ended up sitting by a tree in the middle of a park. Which park? I had no idea. My feelings just kind of led me here. I curled up in a ball, disturbed every second by strange noises and creepy bugs crawling around on the ground. This was hopeless. What was the point on running away again? Did it ever solve my problems? I really had to think things through before I went of and did things. Ayame, you messed up, once again. 

        I gripped my dirtied white shirt with my hand, it was covered in dirt, and snot from all my crying. How old was I, really? I couldn't see through my eyes from how much I cried, it was blurry, and I tried looking around at where I was at. Okay, I had to stop playing games now. I reached my hand in my short pockets for my phone but guess what? It wasn't there. I slammed my head up against the tree. I'm so smart. I left it in my other jean pants, with Blaine I might add. My heart just shrunk. I could shrivel up and die at this point. I cried more and more.

        "You're really noisy," A voice came from behind the tree. I didn't dare look. 

        "Maybe I am," I hiccuped. "I don't need you, go away!" I hollered and curled up tighter in my ball. He sighed. 

        "Look at me, Ayame," He said. I shook my head no. Jerk, you think I can look at you after I slapped you? It was your fault too! A hand rested on my head and I slapped it away. "Ow."

        "Ah! I'm sorr-" I looked up at him, I looked up at Blaine. He was sitting beside the tree, his hand outstretched to me, and his whole self looked like he'd been crying with me. His hair was messed up, cloths, and face bruised from the slap mark. I looked away. 

        "I'm just kidding, you didn't hurt me, I just want you to look at me."

        Yeah right, you're just teasing me. 

        Blaine sighed. 

        "I'm sorry," He whispered. I was quiet. Sorry? My eyes slowly looked up towards him. He looked serious but he wasn't looking at me, he was starring off into the distance. 

        "Why did you take me to the Zoo today, Blaine?" I asked in a quiet voice. My voice only seemed like a mummer in the breeze. Blaine sat very still and calmly. 

        "Because, I have never been able to take someone important to me to the Zoo," He replied. I sat up from the ground. Bullshit. 

        "Yeah, like I believe you-"

        "It's the truth!" He exclaimed. We stared into each others eyes but I had to look away. 

        "You have that one girl," I hissed through my teeth. 

        "Ayame, look at me properly."

        I took in a deep breath and continued to stare at the tree. 

        "Answer my question first!" I folded my hands together. "Why do you always do things to hurt me?" The tears started coming. Crap. I regretted it, I regretted what I had just said. 

        Blaine was quiet for awhile. 

                He finally spoke.