i choose u

.Chapter Eighteen.

.Chapter Eighteen.

                The sounds of birds chirping above head woke me. 

        My body felt stiff, achy, and my hands were stroking something soft. I looked down at my lap. Blaine's head was lying on it. He was a little heavy but I ignored it. His sleeping face was really cute, I wanted to giggle but I kept as quiet as I could, and didn't dare move. We slept in the Zoo's park over night. I'm surprise we weren't caught before they closed up the Zoo. I heard people farther away, I guessed the Zoo has reopened, and we were no longer trapped. Blaine started to mumbled something as my hand stroked through his blonde hair lightly. His hair was so silky.

        Wait, what was I doing? I pulled my hand away and placed it beside me. Ugh, I was turning into a weirdo. I put my head up against the tree and looked up towards the sky. It was clear blue, it reminded me of Blaine's blue eyes. My heart was thumping inside of my chest as I thought about last night. Did he really mean it? I had my thoughts mixed, maybe he was drunk some how and I just didn't notice? Or maybe he wanted to make me feel better? I blushed again and slapped myself. Stop it, I can't believe it! He doesn't like me. Blaine groaned loudly and I looked down at him. His eyes blinked open and he looked up at me. 

        ". . . Oh?" His hand rubbed his face. Oh no, what do I say?

        "Hi," I smiled. My eyes wandered from him. Maybe he forgot. He didn't move his head but looked around at the trees above us, trying to recall where we were. I knew it, he really didn't mean it. He defiantly looked confused. I was embarrassed now that he was just staying on my lap. 

        "Did I. . . use your legs as a pillow all night?" He asked. I laughed quietly. 

        "Yeah but it's okay, after you passed out I didn't know what to do, so I just had you lay on me." My hands clenched together. I was supper embarrassed! Still, Blaine didn't move from my lap. I couldn't look down at him. 

        "Hey," He started. I immediately stretched my arms above my head and yawned. 

        "I think we need to go back, you know, to your house. Spending the night in the Zoo was a bad idea and we don't need to get in trouble," I said. I wanted him to move off of my lap so I can stand up! He still lied there. Great. I still didn't look at him. 

        "Are you trying to brush me off?" He sighed. 'Brush me off'? I struggled to keep from looking at him. 

        "Haha! What are you talking about? Can you please get off?" My voice shook as I spoke. No! I really didn't want to talk about this! My heart wasn't ready! We just needed to leave and quickly. I was scared. My body started to tremble. I refused to believe anything was going to happen.

        "Look at me." 

        "Come on, we need to get up," I insisted.

        "Please look at me," His voice was desperate. I looked down at Blaine. The Blaine that was staring up at me was the same Blaine as last night. Suddenly, his hand reached up towards me, and touched the back of my head. I shivered. No, this wasn't right. His hand pulled me towards him, once again. He wouldn't close his eyes. As our lips got closer, my face was burning red. Kiss. . . He was going to kiss me! Even though thought I was prepared, my heart wasn't, nor my thoughts. I pushed away from him and lifted him off my lap with my hands.

        "Lets go home!" I said quickly and stood up. Blaine looked surprised. I couldn't look at him that long but I grabbed his hand as he sat up and helped him to his feet. My mouth was quivering, I couldn't stop thinking about it! My hand gripped his as I pulled him quickly through the trees and to the crowd of people. 

        "Ayame, wait!" He hollered. I refused to turn around and drug him towards the exit. Nothing was going to change between us! 

        That was it. I was forced backwards when Blaine pulled on my arm. He caught me in his, then turned me around to face him. Right in the middle of the Zoo and in front of the crowd of people, 

        Blaine kissed me.