12.5 I hope

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"Dont worry, Im not leaving." He sayd calmly while pressing my head softly against his chest. Its like he knew what I was thinking about. Just like him a month ago worrying abt the same thing is me. He kissed the top of my head. So safe.... He lifted me up and onto the bed laying me down carefully. He sat down on the edge of the bed and wiped my tears off while looking at me with such a comforting gaze. "Who was that guy?" he asked while taking his hand away. "Who?" I asked. "The guy on the hill... I went on a walk and ended up there aswell. I saw you and wanted to join you. But then I saw him, you went over and sat down. Who was he?" He asked, demanding for an answer. He looked a little scary. Is he jealos over the fact that I sat on the hill with someone other than him? "I dont know who he was. I asked for his name but he didnt give me one. He looked lonely and well sad. I just asked him what happend. We didnt talk much." Tays face changed from scary to a small smile. "Alright. Next time you wanna go for a walk you can call me. Ill happily join you." He got close and kissed me on my forehead. 

"Stay here." I demanded. "I wasnt planning on leaving." He sayd while laying down next to me. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me in. I was pressed against his chest. I felt his heart beat. It was slow. It sent waves of warmth  down my body. It felt so safe. How could this ever get bad? How could Tay ever leave me? He wont and it wont get bad, I just know it. I hope well stay like this forever.

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