love i never thought i could have { miles x reader}

chapter ten ~ get the hell out

i realized my chapters are so short LMFAO. they will hopefully be longer now.

y/n pov:

MILES TOOK MY HAND AND WALKED INTO HIS ROOM. jess was still in my room, i hope she came out already though. we sat on his bed and started talking about jess.

''y/n, why do you hate jess so much?, i mean, i hate her too but do you have like stories or something,''

''yes i do, it started in around third grade or something. she got jealous when my dad got me this wooden play house thing, and she wanted one but her parents said no."

" she was jealous that i had my own room and she had to share with her sister. she was also mad and the fact that i always had the ''perfect life'' but thats a story for another time. when my dad passed away, she made fun of the fact that my dad was gone."

" when her parents don't even take care of her. she was furious when she found out that my dad split his riches to my mom and i. she wanted to be my best friend i guess you can say so i can buy her stuff, but i knew what she was doing. she liked a boy and sophomore year, she didn't like her because she bullied people and stalked him. he liked me,'' '

'who wouldn't like this angel,'' miles thought. '' she found out because one of her friends told her. she stalked me and beat me up that day. she got expelled, and always texted me horrible things and stuff like that. the last time she saw me, was christmas. the gift her parents got me was what she wanted and they didn't know. she tried to rob us but we called the police and she was in jail for 48 hours. so basically,the last time i saw her was 7 months ago,''

miles was shocked about what i just told him. he looked sorry for all those things that had happened to me. ''im sorry that happened to you. but there is something i didn't tell you either,'' ''what is it?'' ''my birthday is the day before christmas eve, the 23 of december,'' ''wow, mine is april 30th,'' ''but there is also something else too, quint,''

he just told me everything about quint, ( im too lazy LMAO)

i was shocked. i could not believe  quint made miles do all of that. i looked over and saw miles tearing up. i quickly grabbed him and he cried into my shoulder,

''i don't know why i let myself do all of that. it was like i had no control over my body. i wish i didn't do it. if i had never drank or done drugs, i would have spent more time with my parents. but now, everyone is gone. no one is here for me anymore. i wanna give flora everything in the world, and i will someday. i have no one,'' i released him off of me.

'' miles, im here for you now. i'm your best friend. we can work things out with each other, okay?'' miles nodded, '' thank you y/n. really. i have never opened up like that to someone,'' we both smiled at each other and started bLuSHiNg.

miles and i were bored out of our minds, we were going insane. we were looking at the ceiling say the most random things. '' is it possible to drive to the edge of the earth? because there is an end, right?'' miles said. i opened my mouth in confusion, '' miles your so right!! how is it possible to not drive off!'' we turned to each other and started laughing.

'' we are so bored that we saying non sense,'' '' OH MY GOD JESUS CHRIST Y/N WE ARE SUCH DUMB ASSES!" " woah woah, what the hell are you talking about,'' '' y/n, we should play hide and seek! but only in the room because it is getting dark'' '' miles that is such a great idea! i have not played that since i was like 6,'' '' me too!, im gonna win,'' i rolled my eyes and got up so we can play.

" MILES STOP GRABBING MY PHONE! GIVE IT TO ME!" "NO Y/N! STOP WATCHING STRANGER THINGS! YOU WATCH IT EVERY DAMN SECOND!" " I DON'T CARE" he gave me my phone and we started bursting out laughing because of the stupid friendship we have. we were startled by the door swinging open. it was jess.

'' y/n? what are you doing here?" she said she was walking towards the bed. '' um, she is hanging out with me. why are YOU in here?'' jess gave me a death stare, '' i came to ask you if you wanted to go out together, just the two of us,'' miles looked extremely uncomfortable.

"no" "why not i uh- thought you liked m-" miles started laughing

"y-you thought i l-liked you! your a dumbass," he said in between laughs. " i thought you were playing hard to get," " please, i hate your guts. have you heard the stories y/n has told me about you? your insane," i was shocked.

miles has been a bit down or unhappy a you can say, but not much to worry about. (what im trying to say is hes acting a TINY bit different) '' jess, you need help. you only think about yourself and nobody else.''

miles was shocked i said this because he had never seen me like this. " get the hell out"

she walked out and miles sat there in shock. "y/n, how the hell did you tell her that," "miles, i have always been like this. i was just scared to show myself," "y/n im sorry you had to feel like that, but, but why did you tell her those things now." "because miles, i didn't like the way she talked to you. you looked uncomfortable so i had to say something. i don't know why i would get so mad when she talked to you-"

"y/n"

"what"

"i need to talk to you"

i hope these are long enough now.i read other books to find help but i think my books are basic :/