✓ I'M SORRY ━━ momo yaoyorozu

002 ๑՞. one lucky girl

ೃ⁀➷ chapter ; 002 -
one lucky girl

YOU EYED THE small petal covered in your own blood. of course.

you had a feeling this was going to happen sooner or later. but with momo..? no. you never thought she'd be the one to give you this cruel love disease, let alone get it at this age.

who would even care if you were dead though?

momo was too busy reciting what she was going to say on her 'date' with jiro, your class barely even acknowledged you. you've some useless quirk. the world wanted to punish you for god knows what you've done and place you further away from your love interest.

that god awful hanahaki disease just had to exist right? it's only fair. "y/n...?"

the voice of an angel. you looked toward the direction of the voice only to find an empty space. was it just you? or was it the damn disease? maybe it was just because you were jealous. a mental disorder-

"shut up." you muttered while taking in two handfuls of your h/c hair and glaring at the delicate petals that were scattered around the floor of your dorm, lightly floating in a modest amount of blood that pooled on the carpeted ground. two different bodily fluids dripped down the side of your mouth to your chin, one a mahogany colour and the other a crystal clear.

your eyes looked crazed. red lines ran across them. the eyebags certainly weren't helping whatsoever.

tears of misery dripped from your soft s/c skin to the small pool of blood that began to soak into the carpeted floor of your dorm.

your lungs unwillingly stopped allowing you to breathe. petals crawled up your throat. you felt hopeless.

'it's not fair.'

petals forced its way through your swollen rose-coloured lips.

'i worked so hard, just to get pushed away.'

you gasped for air.

"why did you choose her?" you whispered breathlessly.

your internal organs felt like they were going to explode.

'why is it always me?'

your knees felt weak.

'is this because i was such a coward i missed my chance..?'

your body collided with the floor making a soft 'thud'.

'i'm sorry.'

nobody is there to save you. you will die alone.

the silent atmosphere was broken by the sound of your phone ringing. you wiped your mouth and weakly crawled toward the lit-up phone.

you grabbed it. the contact had only a heart on it. your thumb shook and pressed the accept button. "hmm...no that won't wor- y/n? OH! y/n hey!" the voice on the other line said.

that sweet voice you loved. you could listen to it all day if you could. but for some reason, hearing her voice only made the pain worse.

you cleared your throat, forcing the petals to go back down your mouth.

"hey" you croaked. tears started to form in your eyes. why? why is this happening? all you did was hear her voice-

"okay so, my dearest y/n do you think these lines are good?" she asked. "hey jiro! how are you?" she said with a cheerful tone. "is that a good way to approach someone? ah, i don't know.." she trailed off.

the feeling of nausea washed over you. your hand flew to your mouth. petals slid it's way out of your mouth with ease. you muted yourself to stop momo from hearing your gags. "y/n?" she questioned.

you quickly grabbed a half-empty water bottle on your desk and chugged it down. you hoped that would keep the petals at bay. it did for at least 10 seconds.

"sorry, u-uhm yeah it sounds great momo. jiro's one lucky girl huh?" you said with pain in your voice. tears streamed down your face. your chest felt like it was being crushed.

it was getting harder to breathe.

"oh! my dearest y/n, i'm flattered," she awkwardly said. probably rubbing the back of her neck. maybe even a slight blush too.

"h-hah, no w-worries." petals and sobs worked together to fill your lungs with pain.

you heard her hands clap together in excitement. "eek, great! well, thank you i better get going if i want to eat some dinner, you should too my dearest y/n. bye!" she hung up.

"yeah..bye" you stated while crushing a blood-covered petal in your hand.