.·. ⊹. ,⡠﹞⚘﹝⠢ ° . i'm sorry //
momo yaoyorozu x gn!reader
: my hero academia ! ☼
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‟ how could i have lost to flowers . . . „
in which,
you watch your best friend fall in love with someone else -ˏˋ♡
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ೃ⁀➷ chapter ; 005 - uraraka
IT HAD BEEN a painfully long train of months. you glanced at the empty seat beside you.
the seat only reserved for your best friend that hadn't interacted with you as much as she used to.
you looked back up only to see the smiles of the happy couple just a few tables away from you. your heart beat faster and your leg started to bounce up and down.
you picked at your food and let out shaky breaths. your fork trembled in your hands and your head hung low.
your ears started to ring. familiar yet delicate solid substances followed by warm liquid began to form and made their way up your throat.
the space around you seemed to get smaller. your heart beat faster. more shallow and shaky breaths escaped your mouth. a soft voice pulled you out of your trance.
"y/n...?" you looked up at the direction of where the audio was coming from.
"you okay..?" it was uraraka. you nodded your head cautiously and your breath became more steady as you closed your eyes for a moment. "i- uh, may i sit here?" she asked.
you nodded once more and moved to the side. "you sure you're okay? i mean- um, i'm not trying to be rude or anything but you uh- crushed your um.. fork.." she trailed off while setting her tray down.
you widened your eyes in shock as you opened your palm to reveal a ruined fork. "a-ah, i didn't realize, sorry," you stated.
"it's quite alright y/n" she chuckled. it was silent.
"do you, need something or...?" you asked. oh no. was that rude? it sure did sound rude. oh god-
"wha- no! no! i just wanted to sit by you, since you seemed a bit lonely" she said, waving her hands in defence.
"right," you said as you continued to pick at your food.
"not hungry?" she questioned. you shook your head and shifted in your seat nervously. "y/n...could i ask you something?"
you looked at her with a puzzled look but nodded slowly.
"i noticed you and yao-momo don't speak to each other as much as before," she continued. "did something happen?" she asked, her words laced with concern.
you perked up at the sound of momo's name. tears threatened to fall from your eyes.
"i think you can guess what happened," you said with sadness as you nodded your head in the direction of where a happy couple sat with content smiles and giggles, your head hung low.
her face fell. she had figured out why the two of you weren't as close as you once were, but didn't dare hurt you more than you already were.
"although, i'm happy for her, both of them. no matter what momo does i will always support her."
she knew what you were feeling. it hurt her to see someone else feel the way she once felt. she looked down as unpleasant flashbacks came to her mind. she shook her head and said, "yeah, i know..im sorry y/n."
you knitted your eyebrows together and squinted your eyes at her, cocking your head to the side. "why are you the one apologizing, uraraka?" you questioned.
"i know how it feels y/n. to see someone you love, with another," she looked to the side. your eyes widened. had she felt the same as you, once before?
sometimes you had wished it was all just a dream, that you'd wake up and everything would be normal. but hearing someone else confirming the reality made your heart ache.
you heard momo's graceful laugh. the sound that you missed dearly. you would do anything to have her laugh around you as she once did before.
the thing that pained you, was that she was sharing her laugh with another person. the laugh you thought was only reserved for you, now carelessly given to another person.
that same feeling washed over you. your breathing became rapid. your heart pounding against your chest. the feeling of blood and flowers that you knew all too well slowly made its way to your mouth.
you felt like someone was cutting your stomach open with a lemon-coated knife, grabbing your intestines and tightly tying it around your neck, making it feel like you were being choked, over and over again. it hurt. so much. make it stop.
you immediately covered your mouth and jumped over the table, running to the nearest restroom. you ignored the worried shouts from uraraka and your classmates.
'what are you doing to me momo..?'
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