Taehyung and Jungkook - Nothing like us

18th

Jungkook missed him. He had known that since the second he left Lucas' apartment.

And he couldn't get the picture of Taehyung sleeping out of his mind. He knew that no Lucas would be able to change that.

Not that he was supposed to. But since Taehyung had his friends outside the band too, Jungkook thought, he might as well do the same.

He was still a little angry at what had happened recently. And how Taehyung acted towards him, frustrated him even more.

But he just wished it was over. He wished they would have another night like the one on the rooftop. Maybe without the confusion.

But with the stars upon them, the cold night breeze and nothing else but them.
Too bad that Tae still acted the way he did.

That he outed Jungkook was a different story. Taehyung would never do this thing on purpose. And Jungkook knew that their hyungs would be cool with it. They didn't mind at all. So why was this such a big deal for him? He probably just wanted to yell back at him for something and that was the best excuse. No, the fact that Jungkook wasn't ready, was the reason. He knew he could trust Tae with everything he told him, he knew Tae didn't mean to say it, he was just angry. Jungkook shouldn't have reacted like that. He was just so annoyed by the way Tae had treated him in that moment and for his stupid jealousy, which was completely unnecessary. Lucas was just a new friend, it's understandable that you try to hangout with new friends a bit more, to get to know them better. Did he neglect Tae maybe? Did he spend less time with him all of the sudden?
Jungkook wished for them to be okay.
Even though Taehyung could be a sassy ass bitch, he always seemed to know how to act around the younger. He always seemed to find the right spot between honesty and support. Jungkook always felt understood when he talked to him. He had felt heard.

But now he just felt... lonely?

He wanted to reach out to him again, for Tae to take his hand and be his friend again. Or maybe more but that was up for discussion.

Then something popped into his head and while it was Jhope's turn to rap his lyrics, Jungkook quickly grabbed a piece of paper and a pen and started writing. He could hear the melody in his head, the tune fit so perfectly. He hummed a little bit and wrote some more.

It was about time he'd finish that song anyway.

Taehyung was watching him from beside. He was still wondering why this photo with this guy had made him so mad. And he thought he had the right to yell at Jungkook for wanting to meet him again. Because yes, this guy was a complete stranger. And he didn't want anything to happen to the maknae.

And- and yes maybe he was a bit jealous too.

The thought of them not talking, not cuddling, not even sleeping next to each other without the tension overcoming the situation.. it made him sad. He wanted for this whole bad feeling to leave. He wanted to hold him again.

Or to be hold, whatever. Just any kind of interaction.

The thought of this weird dude taking that position with Jungkook caused an uncomfortable feeling in his stomach.

He was thinking to just go over to Jungkook. To hug him. Would Jungkook ever have told him about the incident with the kiss if the picture wasn't shown on the big screen?
And why would he try to talk himself out of it? Maybe it was an accident after all.

And damn, Taehyung so regretted saying those few words. He really really didn't mean to say them. He was able to see the younger's heart ache for a second when he said that he never wanted to have talked with him in the first place. And after he realized what he had done, he wanted to take it all back, to restart the whole conversation. It got completely out of control.