"Josh" I said.
"I know I don't deserve your forgivness, but Autumn I love you I really do. I made a stupid mistake and I shouldn't have done it I just..." He rambled on. I stopped him by pressing my lips to his.
We pulled away and I smiled.
"I I forgive you Joshua, I love you" I said. He bent down and planted a kiss on my lips.
"Never leave me again" he said.
"Never make me leave you" I said.
"I won't ever I love you and I want to keep you as mine" he sad
"I never want to be with anybody else" I said.
We walked hand in hand back inside the house.
"I'll go unpack be right back" he laughed and ran up the stairs.
"I'm so glad that you two are back together" Brooke said walking up to me, with Paige.
"Okay so since it is officially October we have like got to start planning our big birthday bash" Paige exclaimed.
"It is going to be the next big thing" I said.
"I am planning it and it will be a surprise" Brooke said.
"Okay" me and Paige laughed.
"Anyway do you all want to see my modeling pictures?" I asked.
"Well duh" Paige said and everybody ran downstairs.
"We want to see your pictures"
"Okay now first of all I haven't really met you Lexi-anne and I need to make up with you three so Maddie, Addie, Olivia, Lexi-anne, Callie, and Isabella up to my room." I said, everybody walked up to my room.
I walked in last and sat in my chair, Maddie and Addie climbed into my lap.
"Okay so Olivia, Callie, and Isabella I really am sorry about what I said, I want us to all be friends I want you to be on the elite competition team more than anything I want us all to be able to have fun without killing each other" I said.
"We forgive you" they all hugged me.
They sat back on my bed.
"And Lexi-anne we kind of got started on the wrong foot, can we just start over?" I asked.
"Of course and just so you know, nothing was going on between Josh and I and nothing will" She stood up and hugged me.
"I know that now" I smiled as she pulled away.
"So can we see the pictures?" they asked.
"Sure" I smiled moving Addie and Maddie from my lap and walking over to my desk with my laptop.
I typed in my website, I know my own personal website. I moved from the chair and they all crowded around it looking at the pictures.
Just then my door busted open and in came a very mad Josh.
"What the hell is this!?" He yelled shoving his phone in my face. On it was a picture of me and Zayn kissing shit.
"Josh we were modeling it was a meaningless kiss I had to do it" I said, tears threatening to come.
"It doesn't look like it was meaningless" he said.
"Josh it was" I yelled at him.
"Sure it was" he spun around and stalked out of my room, I ran after him.
"JOSH I LOVE YOU" he spun around.
"There I said it" I said.
"I thought you did but I don't think so anymore" he spun around and walked away. I collapsed onto the ground in sobs.
I never cry but I love Josh so much and my heart is hurting now because he's gone. I am officially broken, beyond repair.
"Autie?" I looked up and saw Andrew. He picked up my small body and held me close to his chest. I bunched his shirt in my hands as I cried.
"I've lost him again and I don't think he's coming back" I said.
"Shh he'll come around" Andrew whispered.
I just continued crying into Andrew's chest.
"We found him, Brooke is talking with him" I heard Paige say.
"Is she okay?" I heard her ask Andrew.
"I don't think so, but she will be" He said.
"You like her don't you?" she asked, I pretended to be asleep.
"NO" My heart dropped
" I mean yeah I do, she's like the sister I never had"
"That's good, I know she loves you like a brother" Paige said. That's true I did love him as a brother.
"I'm gonna go lay her on her bed" he said. I felt him move and then I was released from his arms and onto my bed. I opened my eyes and saw him walk out. I quickly ran into my bathroom and grabbed my razor.
