"What?" he asked.
"You broke poor Chloe's heart" I exclaimed.
"You know Josh you could have let her down easily" I yelled throwing my hands up.
"What's it to ya anyway?" he asked me.
"Well she is sort of one of my best friends" I yelled at him.
"She doesn't even like you, in fact she can't stand you, she use to rant on and on about how big of a slut you were" he said, I gasped. Okay so maybe I have had sex but still I am not a slut.
"So what are you doing back here anyway?" he asked, I turned away from him and slowly let a tear slip from my eye.
"Oh no what did I say?" he asked.
"It's nothing" I snapped, I saw a hurt look cross his face.
"Autumn what's wrong?" he asked.
"Nothing" I snapped again running down the sidewalk. I walked back into the school and ran to the bathroom. I let all my tears out in there. I cried until the five minute bell rang. I walked up to the mirrors and cleaned myself up. I then reapplied my makeup and walked to my locker, where Paige was waiting.
"What happened?" she asked.
"It's nothing" I said shrugging my shoulders.
"Are you sure?" she asked.
"Yeah" I said.
"So does Josh still dance?" I asked as we walked to our next class.
"Yes he does actually" she said. I groaned, now I'll be seeing him there also.
After school Mom drove us to dance.
I walked in and when Abby saw me she smiled and wrapped me in a hug.
She the took me and Summer into Studio C and we auditioned for her team.
"Well you two are amazing so let's see how this week goes" she smiled, we nodded and walked into Studio A.
I saw all the Mom's. "GUESS WHO'S BACK" I yelled.
"AUTIE" All the Mom's hugged me.
I smiled and walked over to Paige, she hugged me.
The pyramid went like this:
Paige
Brooke Josh Maddie
Chloe Kendall Mackenzie Nia
"Now this week we have three solos, a duet, and a trio"
"Paige, Autumn, and Summer you each have a solo. The duet will be Chloe and Maddie and the trio will be Paige, Brooke, and Autumn" Brooke and Paige both hugged me.
"Now this week we will be traveling to Orlando Florida" Abby announced, we all clapped.
"This week's group dance will me to the song 'Jupiter' by sleeping at last" we all nodded.
"Now Mom's upstairs, girls stretch" the Mom's walked away and we all started stretching. I stretched with Brooke and Paige, Summer stretched with Chloe and Maddie.
Josh walked over to me. "Hey sweet heart" he smirked.
"Do not call me that" I hissed.
"Why not SWEET HEART?" Josh asked.
"Josh leave me the hell alone" I snapped.
"Sassy I like it" he said scooting closer to me.
"Ya know what Josh you are such a dick" I said.
"So I've been told" he smirked. Man how I wanted to slap that smirk right off his face.
"What are you even doing over here?" I asked.
"I wanted to talk to you duh" he said.
"Well can you uhm maybe leave me alone?" I asked.
"Nah I think I'm good right here" he said.
"Just go suck a dick" I snapped.
"That's all you do" he shot back.
"No actually I think that's what you love to do" I smirked.
"I actually love girls better" he said.
"Well that's good for you" I sassed.
"Man Autie you just love to sass me don't you?" he asked.
"I live for it" I rolled my eyes.
"Well you're finally admitting something" he smirked.
"Do you not know what sarcasm is?" I asked.
"No I do" he said. I rolled my eyes again.
After dance I was so tired. I saw Addison and Maddison and I scooped them up in my arms. "Hey Paige, Brooke meet my twin sisters Addison and Maddison" I smiled.
"Awh" they both gushed and I smiled.
"Well I have got to go" I said.
"Bye Autie see you tomorrow" they smiled as I walked out with Mom and Summer.
"I placed Addison and Maddison in their car seats and then I climbed into the front. Summer got in the back.
When we arrived at home, I noticed that the twins had fallen asleep.
"I'll get them" I told Mom, she nodded and her and Summer walked inside.
I got the twins out and then I also walked inside. I took them up to their rooms. They became attached to me after Dad's death.
I walked downstairs and saw Mom in the kitchen.
"Mom why don't you talk to me?" I asked her, she didn't say anything.
"Mom talk to me" I yelled. Silence...
"Mom you talk to Summer why not me?" I asked.
"She's not as strong as you Autumn, she needs me, you don't" Mom said.
"Yes I do Mom! Your other twin daughters also need you, they're two and I treat them more like their my daughters than you do" I yelled.
"Well I didn't even want them, I wanted one daughter, so therefore I care more about Summer" she said.
"Wow thanks mom" I said running up to my room.
I slammed my door shut and colapsed on my bed in tears.
My own Mom doesn't even want me. I sighed and ran to my bathroom. I made ten cuts on each wrist before cleaning them up and walking back into my room, I colapsed on my bed and cried myself to sleep.
The next day I decided on wearing a t-shirt and running shorts. I slipped on my tennis shoes and then pulled my hair up into a ponytail. I didn't worry about makeup and then I walked downstairs.
At lunch we all went to the mall again, Josh walked up to me.
"Show me your wrist" he demanded. I slowly showed him and he sighed.
"I knew it, now tell me what happened" he demanded, I froze.
