It was now my birthday. I got out of bed and Josh hugged me, I didn't want to go to school today, neither did Paige. We also took off work today.
"When I get home we will celebrate" he smiled pecking my lips, before walking away.
I smiled and walked to Paige's room. "How does it feel to be 15?" I asked her.
"Old" she laughed.
"Same" I said.
"So your appointment isn't until 3:30, why don't we go get mani and pedis" Paige suggested.
"Let's" I smiled.
We walked to the nail salon and got our fingernails and toenails done. Afterwards we went to the hair salon. We decided to bleach our hair and then die the tips purple and pink.
"I just love my hair" I said.
"Same" Paige smiled.
3:30 came sooner than I wanted it to.
After my ultrasound the doctor walked out.
"I'm scared" I admitted.
"It will be okay, you're as healthy as you can be" Paige assured me.
The doctor came back in.
"The babies are okay" the doctor said.
"See I told you the babies would be okay" Paige said.
"Wait did you say babies?" we asked at the same time.
"Yes twins to be exact, congratulations they are both healthy and we will find the sex out in three more months" she smiled.
"Thank you" I said climbing off of the bed thingy.
"Wow" I breathed.
"twins" Paige said.
"Yeah" I sighed.
"Well you only have to wait three more months before you know the sexes of the babies!" Paige exclaimed.
"I don't want to know the sexes, I want to be surprised" I said as we arrived at our house.
'"That's actually a good idea" Paige laughed.
We walked inside and everybody was in the kitchen, there was balloons everywhere "Happy Birthday" they all yelled.
I smiled and hugged everybody. "Guys I'm having twins" I announced, everybody clapped.
After the little party me and Josh just layed on our bed.
"Josh, I want to get an apartment to ourselves, I don't want to live here, I feel like everybody will be annoyed with the you know babies" I said.
"I was thinking the same job, also I'm going to get a job" he said.
"Really where?" I asked him.
"I have no clue yet I'm looking tomorrow" he said, I smiled.
The next day after work, Josh informed me that he had put a payment down on a house and he promised that I would love it. It was only about three miles from here. But it was closer to my work and the school.
Josh said that he would move all of my stuff over and that he would arrange the kids rooms and ours. We weren't decorating the new babies room yet. But he said that there is seven rooms, so all the kids, will have their own room.
I guess I would get to see it tomorrow.
"I'm gonna miss you so much" Paige whined throwing her arms over my shoulders.
"You'll still see me the majority of the day" I laughed.
"I know but still" she laughed.
"It's all up to use now" I sighed.
"You can do it" Paige said, I wish i believed her.
The next day Josh gave me the address to our new house. When I saw it, I fell in love.
"No way Josh this is amazing" I yelled hugging him.
"Go explore" he laughed. I ran into the house. It was gorgeous.
"I love it" I yelled jumping on Josh.
I kissed his lips. "I knew you would" he laughed.
Addie and Maddie ran back down the stairs. I picked them up in my arms.
"We love it" They yelled, I smiled.
"So do I babies" I Said.
"So Josh did you ever find a job?" I asked him.
"Yes I did actually" he said picking Maddie up. I was so glad tomorrow is Friday.
"Where?" I asked.
"This like surf shop sort of, I have the same hours as you do" he said.
"Wow that sounds like fun" I laughed.
"Oh it is" he said laughing.
"Anyway I am pooped, I think I'll just take a nap" I said.
"Autumn?" Josh asked as I started up the stairs.
"Yeah?" I asked turning around.
"Are you okay?" he asked.
"No" I said truthfully, I watched as Josh's face fell.
"But I will be" I assured him.
"Just promise me one thing" he started.
"Promise me you won't hurt yourself" he said. I looked down at the stairs.
"I can't promise you that Josh, I would love to, but it's just not that easy" I said.
Josh looked at me "Goodnight Josh" I sighed and walked up to our room. I just laid on the bed.
I know I shouldn't but I ran into the bathroom, I slammed the door shut and slid down it.
I started crying. "Why do I have to be pregnant?" I asked aloud.
"Why couldn't it be someone who was stronger?"
"Why did my Dad have to die?"
"Now Maddie and Addie will never know their real Dad" I cried even harder.
"Why did my mom have to leave us?"
"Why doesn't she love us?"
"Why did my sister leave with her?" I continued crying.
All of a sudden my phone started ringing, I looked at the caller ID and Summer's name popped up. I hit ignore and threw my phone across the bathroom, I heard it shatter, but I couldn't care less.
I grabbed my razor....
The next morning I woke up and went into my bathroom, I picked up my phone and saw that the screen had completely shattered. I sighed and threw it on my bed, I didn't care.
I slipped on purple nike running shorts, a black shirt with the nike check in the middle, I finished my outfit with my purple nike running shoes. I didn't bother putting on makeup, so I ran downstairs, to see Josh in the kitchen with Maddie and Addie.
I walked up behind him and pecked his cheek. "Good morning" I smiled.
"Morning" he simply said.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"Nothing" he said.
"Did I do something?" I asked.
"What? Of course you didn't babe I'm just tired" he said.
"Ohh well I'm sorry, you don't have to make breakfast" I said.
"No I'm happy to" he turned around and pecked my lips.
I smiled and hugged Maddie and Addie.
