"Not me, I think I'll just eat and then get some rest, but you all go have some fun" I said, they all ran out.
"Are you sure?" Josh asked.
"Yeah go" I shooed him along, he smiled and ran out.
"I'll watch Addie and Maddie" he said running out.
I walked into the kitchen and decided on making vegetarian pasta. I set the table for everybody and by the time I was done it was already 6:30. I fixed bowls for everyone and garlic toast.
I walked outside "SUPPER IS READY" I yelled, everybody rushed inside.
I sat at the table in between Maddie and Addie. I started eating along with everybody else.
When I was finished I put mine and the twins bowls in the dishwasher.
"So what's on the agenda for tomorrow?" I asked.
"Detention" Paige laughed.
"Why did you get detention?" Mackenzie asked, everybody busted out laughing.
"Never dance on tables Kenz" Paige said laughing still.
"I won't" she smiled.
"Well after detention what should we do?" I asked.
"Hmm I have no idea, why don't we just..." I said thinking.
"Well there's not much to do here" I laughed.
"We'll see how we feel tomorrow" Josh said.
"Yeah let's do that" I laughed.
"Well I am pooped, ready for bed kids?" I asked. They both nodded and ran upstairs, I walked up after them.
I walked into their rooms and helped them into their pajamas. "Okay sit on your bed kiddos I need to talk to you" I said. They did as told.
"Are we in trouble?" Addie asked.
"What? Of course not babies" I said.
"Mommy's having a baby" I said.
"You want me the littlest ones anymore. But don't worry you will always be my babies" I said.
"Are you two mad?" I asked.
"NO mommy" they yelled hugging me.
"Good" I smiled and tucked them into bed.
"Night love you" I said turning their light off and closing their bedroom door.
I walked to mine and Josh's room and saw Josh sitting on the bed.
I took my shirt off and walked over to the full body mirror. I saw a little baby bump forming.
"You look beautiful babe" Josh hugged me from behind, placing his hand on my stomach.
I smiled and Josh kissed my cheek before walking away. I took my bra off and changed into my Dad's t-shirt, it fell all the way down to past my knees. I slipped my shorts off and throw everything in the hamper.
I walked into the bathroom and removed all my makeup, I then washed my face. I walked back into our room and laid on the bed. Josh pulled the covers over us and he wrapped his arms around me. "I love you" he whispered.
"I love you" I said just before I drifted off to sleep.
The next morning I woke up and slid out of bed. I threw my hair in a messy bun and hopped into the shower, I don't wash my hair everyday.
I climbed out and wrapped a towel around my bod. I slipped on my undergarments and then I walked to the closet. I decided on just a plain white see through tank top, with a purple bandeau and black short shorts. I sat in front of my vanity table and curled my hair, I also applied minimal makeup, I then slipped on my purple TOMs.
I walked over to a sleeping Josh.
"Get up babe" I said kissing his cheek.
He slowly rolled out of bed. I smiled and walked into the twins room, I woke them up and gave them a bath, I then straightened their hair and picked out their outfits, Maddie had a purple dress with thin straps and purple TOMs, I put a purple flower in her hair. Addie had a yellow tank top with white short shorts, along with yellow flip flops and a yellow bow in her hair.
They got dressed and I walked downstairs with them, everybody was already down there. After we all ate, we started the walk to school.
As me and Paige walked to our locker, we received envious glares from everybody. I laughed and Paige just smiled.
Just then Josh and Andrew walked up to us with their books.
"The others, doesn't want to hang out with us, so do you two want to get lunch off campus today?" Josh asked.
"Sure" Paige and I smiled.
"Great" Josh pecked my lips.
I placed my hand on my stomach, before long I'll be known as the slut of the school.
"You're not fat" Josh whispered in my ear as he hugged me.
"We'll talk later" he said just as the bell rang.
As Paige and I walked into our fourth block, A.P Biology, we sat at a lap table together.
"I will be assigning lab partners today" the teacher instructed. Josh and Andrew were in this clas.
"They have been chosen at random, so don't expect to be paired up with your friends" he added.
I sighed and looked at Paige. "So let's begin Paige and Andrew" Paige smirked and went to sit beside Andrew.
"Autumn and Carter" I sighed and grabbed my things, I moved and sat beside Carter.
"Josh and Maya"
After he assigned lab partners he started the lesson.
At the end of class Carter turned to face me "Want to grab a bite with me?" he asked.
"I can't Carter I have a boyfriend" I said, his face flushed with embarrassment.
"I should have known all the beautiful girls have boyfriends" he said and rushed out of class. I sighed and walked over to Josh.
"Ready for lunch?" he asked.
"How about we just go to the mall" I suggested.
"I like that idea" Paige suddenly appeared.
"But me and Andrew are going to shop, you two can be alone" she teased and I laughed.
Me and Josh sat at a table in the food court. "I'll go get us a pizza" he said walking to the pizza place.
He came back shortly with a plain cheese pizza. "Thank you" I said taking a slice.
"Josh soon I won't be known as the pretty popular girl, I'll be known as the pretty slutty girl" I said.
"Autumn people may call you names, but you are no where close to a slut, you were raped." he said.
"And if people call you a slut, then they will have me to deal with" Josh said and I laughed, tears slipped from my eye.
"Josh what if I can't take care of my baby?" I asked.
"You won't be alone, you have all of us" he said.
"But what if I don't give her or him the love they deserve?" I asked.
"You will Autie I mean look how well you take care of Maddie and Addie" he said.
"Josh I barely see them" I said, he was silent.
"See I can't have a baby" I said.
"Autie this isn't your fault, I know that but you will have to take care of this human being and I believe that you can and you have a ton of people to help you. You can do this" he said, he reached across the table and wiped my tears away with his thumb.
"I'm just scared of what others will say" I admitted.
"Autie it doesn't matter what people think of you, you have your friends well we aren't your friends, we are your family. You have us and that's all you need" he said.
"Josh what is happening to me?" I asked wiping my tears away again.
"I never cried and now look at me" I said.
