Am I Gay? (Boyxboy)

Chapter 3

September 8th

Dear diary,

So my date with Ethan was like a fairytale! So he came by my house and picked me up. We walked to Apple Bees and when we got in there he grabbed my hand. I felt like I wanted to die! His hand fit perfectly inside of my hand!!! So when we sat down he was telling me when we bumped into each other, he fell in love with me. That me freak out. I was blushing so much my face was red! "Aw your so cute when your blushing!" Ugh I can't stop freaking out!! And it was so cute he holds my hand and then he kisses me, again his kisses taste so sweet. But this time I got an erection and he noticed... "I-I-" then he kisses me again. Ethan has this thing were he really likes to slide his tongue in my mouth but I won't complain because I think it's sexy! Then this dumb bitch interrupted us when she brought our food. LIKE BITCH I WE WERE HAVING A MOMENT!!!! But we ate and laughed and had a great time. After we finished eating he paid for diner and walked me home. When we said goodbye he walked away, so I ran up to him and jumped on him. When I kissed him I felt his erection too....!

September 9th

Dear diary,

I had a wet dream about me and Ethan.... Fuck luckily I know how to do laundry and I have more sheets! Hehehehehe. I remember in my dream we went to his house and I whispered in his ear I'm all yours. Then he walks up to me and tears my shirt off and kisses up my neck to my ear "anything I want?" So I winked back at him. The kisses me and pulls off his shirt. He throws me on his bed. I start to realize he's looking for my sweet spot when he's kissing me body.... Then he gets to it my wastes, he starts to kiss it and then I start moaning like crazy. He pulls off my pants and he sees my erection. Then my dream ended.... Fuck that dream was amazing. Why did my bed get all wet! I want Ethan to do that to me already!