Am I Gay? (Boyxboy)

Chapter 8

September 20

Dear diary,

Okay so today is my date with Ethan and I'm not sure why I'm so tense but I am for some reason. I also need to ask my parents if I can go out.... "Mom can I go out tonight with a friend?" She looked at my happily "sure sweetie me and dad are going out to." My face turned red I'm hoping they aren't going to the same place... That's probably impossible. ((3 hours later)) I didn't really dress up too much but I put on a panic at the disco hoodie and my black skinny jeans with my lovely babies, my high tops. I kept my hair the same and I was just waiting for him to come. But when he did come I saw what he was wearing and I felt outta place..... I didn't exactly know this was a dress up dance. I ran up to him and punched him on the shoulder not to hard but playfully. "Hey what was that for!?" He pulled me close and his soft sweet lips went up against my. A few second later I broke the kiss "you dressed up all nice and I look like shit!" I heard him giggle I bet it's because I'm mad "you look cute when your mad. And it's okay you don't look like shit! Your hot!" I blushed really hard. "Ready?" We walked to the closes Italian restaurant. I don't know why one is so close but it is. When we got there we had a special little spot and it was beautiful. "May I take your order? Are you ready or shall I start you two love birds off with a drink?" I started to blush I guess he figured it out because we are holding hands. "Uh yeah I'm ready... Are you?" Ethan looked at the menu. "Yeah ill have the spaghetti with bread sticks please and can I have a coke?" The waiter looked at me. "Hi uh yeah ill have a salad with ranch of the side, no tomatoes please! And ill have a lemon water. Thank you." The waiter walked away. "Are you trying to impress me by eating all heathy and shit?" I have him this strange face "um no but I do want some of your bread sticks!" We started to laugh. He has the cutest laugh. When our food gets her I drench my salad with ranch and I take his bread stick. "Why did you order it on the side if your gonna drench your salad?" I start to giggle "because they don't drench it like I do Hun!" He starts to laugh again. I turn my head to the doors and I see my mom and dad. "HOLY FUCK!" I start to breath heavily. "What cutie? What's the matter?" He looks at the door and sees my parents. "Get down!" We both duck down and they walk to the other side of the restaurant where they can't see us. "That was a close one!" I look over there and I can barely see them. We finish up our food and pay. I run out of there so they won't see us. I kiss his soft lips "thanks for the great time." He kisses me back "anytime cutie!" He walks me home and I hug him and walk inside. That was a great date. A close one too! Mom and Dad get home and mom runs up to my room while dad was down stairs. "You didn't tell me you were going to that Italian restaurant with that cute boy! She punches my shoulder lightly... "Yeah we were going as friends.. Just saying." She gave me this weird look. "Mhm little lier!" Wait does she know?!