Am I Gay? (Boyxboy)

Chapter 12

November 26

Dear Diary,

HOLY FUCKING SHIT IT'S GETTING CLOSER AND CLOSER TO DECEMBER!!! Eh I'm so scared!! Okay so this is my plan.

1- Start dating Ethan.

2- Come out to my school.

3- Come out to my family...

4- Lastly come out to my parents...

So I will do it in that order. I know that family and parents are the same. But I'm gonna tell them separately because I know my family will accept me because I have a gay uncle and they fucking love him. So I'm not too worried about them. I'm worried about my mum and dad. So the past week nothing happened Van kept trying to talk to me and I flipped shit everywhere I remember saying this to him "YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!?! YOU COME AROUND AND KISS ME LIKE IM SOME KINDA TOY OR SOME SHIT LIKE NO GO THE FUCK AWAY THEN YOU MADE ME GET ON YOUR MOTORCYCLE AND CONVINCED ME TO DO IT!! WE GET INTO AN ACCIDENT AND YOUR CHEERY AS FUCK LIKE NO FUCK YOU GO DIE ASS HOLE!! ARGH GO FUCK YOURSELF!!" So yeah I was pretty damn pissed off. When I'm really mad all I do is throw fuck everywhere and that's all I say. It's pretty funny but that's how you know I'm pissed!! So yeah Van sucks I hate him now. I can't believe I liked his ugly, dumb ass. Diary remember when my cousin came over it was so fun because we talked about boys and fan girled over our favorite fan fictions. AND SHE DIDN'T STEAL ANYTHING!!! YASSSSSS. It was really fun. I sound like a little kid. 'It was so fun, it was so fun.' I'm like a broken record. Heh. School still sucks... Cory is dating someone now. His name is James or something he's new to our school. He's kinda hot. But Cory thinks he's sooooo hot. I'm just like tf. Okay. I'm not the one to judge. He shall date who he wants. I really want Ethan to ask me to be his boyfriend because then I will be so happy. I'll just like dance around my room naked and freak out and be like YASSS I'm dating bitchez. It would be a little different. I don't know all the details yet. But my prince needs to ask me out already. I feel like I've been writing in you for ages so, I'll go do some boring ass homework or something. Yay (totally sarcasm)

Sorry for such a short chapter this was just a non sense chapter and Oliver wanted to catch you up on some things. Ha okay so I have a few more chapters. Thank you guys so much for the support. Okay bye for now. I'll probably finish today.