December 26
Dear Diary,
Ugh so I came out to the school. On my Instagram page I just put in my bio L [G] B T ~ Gay and I guess everyone saw it because when I came into school some people were like that took guts man. Or your even cuter now! Lastly HAH YOUR A FAG! YOUR A SINNER! HAH FAGGOT!! So yeah.... I mean I don't even care that much. Okay now I'm getting very nervous because its almost New Year's Eve.... That's the day I come out to my stupid dad and my loving mom. I bet she already knows but oh well I still have to come out. So what else do I have on my list? *checks list* all I have is number 4. Yay! Today I'm hanging out with Cory and we are watching the anime I for for Christmas because we are need. Just kidding we are boss ass bitchez and anime is for boss ass bitchez. I tell Cory that he better be there when I come out. He promised me that he will be there just in case. I'm nervous.
New Year's Eve
Dear diary,
It's the New Year's Eve party and I'm ready. I've never been more ready in my life. My uncle Joey came up to me and "hey kiddo are you ready to come out?? I know it's scary but I had to do it too and it wasn't so bad. Our family is very supportive." He smiles at me and that makes me feel a little better. I smile back "thanks uncle Joey. I'm a little scared but I'm very ready!" He walks away. ((10:48)) oh god where the hell is Cory?!?! As I think that Cory walks up behind me and scares me. I jump and he laughs. So I punch his dumb ass in the shoulder. "Ow what was that for?!" I laugh at his silly face. "That was for making me think you weren't coming and you scared me!!" We both laugh because we are so dumb. It's funny because we are best friends and we are the dumb best friends. ((11:00)) so me and Cory are eating so much food because for some reason we are both nervous. It's funny that we are both nervous for me! So I'm waiting for it to be 11:55 so I can come out at the time exactly. Now I'm literally about to chew off my freaking nails. But I'm not because that is gross and unappealing. ((11:55)) FUCK! ITS TIME!! OH NOO!!!!! So I get my parents in my bed room and Cory is just sitting in my bean bag chair just in case. "Oliver why did you get us up here at this time?" My mom asked. "Yeah we have five minutes before the ball drops." I start to get chocked up. "Mum and Dad.... I need to tell you something. It's very important." I get really chocked up and I'm like walking back and forth. "Go ahead Ollie what's up?" My mom asked worried. "OKAY I HAVE TO SAY THIS!! I-I-IM GAY!" I scream and start to cry. I see my mom get up and she looks so excited. "MY BABY BOY IS GAY!! I DON'T KNOW WHY IM SO HAPPY BUT I AM!! I LOVE YOU!!!" She grabs my hands and we start jumping up like a bunch of weirdos. Then I see my dad get up. Da-dad?! DAD?!?!
OKAY LET'S SAVE THE DRAMA FOR "DID I COME OUT?" Make sure to read the second book if you enjoyed this one. Okay thank you!! Sorry for the cliffhanger.
YOU ARE READING
Am I Gay? (Boyxboy)
Teen FictionOliver started his first year of 8th grade and has ran into one hot jock. But when he bumps into him Oliver realizes that he loves Ethan Rodriguez. But Oliver has never though of himself gay or even bi. This is the first time he has actually liked a...
