Am I Gay? (Boyxboy)

Chapter 11

November 18,

Dear dairy,

I was just released from the hospital and bet on it that I will not talk to dumb ass Van. When I get home I have my flowers in hand and my bear in my arms. I see my mom and dad walk into the room and I freak out because of the flowers... "Hi Oliver, who sent you the flowers" my dad looked kinda mad and confused 'SHIT!' "Ummm, oh my friend Cory sent me them. Ya know how he's really silly and likes to play jokes on me?" I started to laugh and my mom laughed to. But, my dad as serious as he looked mad and didn't even have a smirk on his face. I walked passed him and gave my mom a hug. "Thank god your okay hun! Please never do that again I was worried sick! You were so beat up I couldn't even look at you without bawling my eyes out." When she said that it made me tear up because I thought my mom didn't care. But she does. Later on I called Cory

-"hey! I told my parents you got me flowers as a little joke so if they ask please say that you did."

-"Oh okay, fuck when are you gonna come out to them??"

-"I TOLD YOU ON NEW YEARS EVE BEFORE THE BALL DROPS!!"

-"You better..! I better be there too. I wanna see what happens."

-"Alright I have to go thank you"

Bzzt!

November 21,

Dear Diary,

I thought about this for two days -Hmm okay so New Year's Eve before the ball drops. I'm coming out to my parents... Okay. I'll try, no I will. - So my ratchet ass cousin Marie is coming to visit and she takes all my shit. She's like a little fucking thief!! When she came she instantly ran to my room and looked around. I followed her. Then I saw her looking at my stuff dog bear thingy (I don't know what it is but I love it) and she ran up to it and grabbed it. "NO THAT'S MY BEAR!" I ran up to her and took it out of her hand. I pushed her on the bed and took my teddy! "My Teddy Bear!!" I glared at her and she glared back at me. Then we started to laugh and we laughed for about 5 minutes! WE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT WAS SO FUNNY!! So then she said out of breath "who gave it to you Ollie?" I didn't like her that much because she was a thief but she was someone I could say anything to. She was my age so she knew what I was talking about. "Promise you won't tell anyone?" She put her hands on the bed and said promise. "Okay good, it's from the boy that likes me, I kinda really like him back...." She started to freak out! "YASSS YOUR GAY I KNEW IT YOU LITTLE QUEER!!" We started to laugh again. At least she took it well...