September 14
Dear Diary,
I feel like I'm in this strange love triangle but it's not exactly a "love triangle" I like Ethan A LOT! And I'm starting to Van. I don't think Ethan knows Van and the other way around. But after that kiss I had with Van I'm just so confused. I don't think I should tell Ethan about this..... But I'm going out later. I'm going to the movies with Ethan. This should be fun! ((Two hours later)) Okay so we went and saw this stupid movie but we kissed again and I had my head on his shoulders and he had his arms around me. *Knock Knock* "Hey Van" hmmm I wonder why he's here..... "Hi Oliver. Are you busy??" He made the cutest little face ever when he said that! "Umm no, wanna come in" he walked in and we went up to my room. Van pushed me on my bed and started to kiss me on my neck and then kissed me. "W-Wait Van!" He looked at me worried. "What's wrong cutie? Are you okay?" Ill tell him... "I really like you Van but um I like this other boy named Ethan and I'm really confused and this isn't helping...." I bet he sees how much I'm hurting. "Hey look at me." I look at him like he says. "I know your upset about this but I really like you and now that I know you like me, I really wanna make this work" he kisses my cheek and rolls over. We just lay there and look at eachother. I kiss him and then I pass out.....
September 15
Dear Dairy,
So Van tells me that I passed out after I kissed him.... Ugh I'm starting to really like Van. This is bad. I don't know what to do!!!! Liking two guys at the same time and I'm not dating either one of em' ! This sucks who do I date? Maybe I don't date either of them. I should be one of those bad boys who doesn't date the boys but you know like still kisses them. Sooner or later ill figure it out. To be honest I don't know why I passed out in the first place. I wasn't feeling that well either. I should call Cory! *bzz bzz* *bzz bzz*
Cory- Hey Oliver what's up?
Oliver- Hey Cory I wanted to tell you that I'm like gonna die....
Cory- um how come?!
Oliver- okay so you know how I like Ethan? Well now the new kid on my block, his name is Van and he's really hot. And I like him too! What the hell do I do?!
Cory- wait do both of them like you?
Oliver- ummmm yes......
Cory- I don't even know dude!
Oliver- thanks for the help! Not!
*bzzt bzzt*
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Am I Gay? (Boyxboy)
Teen FictionOliver started his first year of 8th grade and has ran into one hot jock. But when he bumps into him Oliver realizes that he loves Ethan Rodriguez. But Oliver has never though of himself gay or even bi. This is the first time he has actually liked a...
