Chapter 4

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September 11

Dear diary,

Eh I'm so freaking tired I've been trying to get my grades up and it's a pain in the ass! But Ethan and I have gotten closer. The other night we went to a party though. It was pretty fun and by accident I drank alcohol! Ewwwwww. But someone is at the door I should get it. "Who is it?" No answer..... *knock knock* what the fuck! Oh wait it's Van... "Hey Van. W-Wh" but the next thing I know his lips-----are on---my--l-lips! Fuck I'm all red now.... Why is Van so perfect he has this sexy brown curly but flippy hair, his dark brown eyes oh my gosh and he has a perfect nose and sexy lips. His kisses taste good too but I don't want him to know that! "What the fuck Van!" I snipped at him. "It's alright! It's not like your dating anyone" wait what the hell he's so calm about it and he's like laughing. "WHAT THE HELL VAN!" Then he starts shaking me like I'm a doll! His grip gets tighter and I scream so he will let go of me. "Ow that hurt!" My arms hurt now and how is he so strong? "It's alright cutie" then this bitch kisses me on the cheek and walks away. Some boys are way to confusing. "Oh Oliver you can't deny that you like me!" He looks back and winks at me. What does this mean?! But do I really like Van? I feel sick!

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