My babysitter || mp

Pt.10

Mattia's pov
Tia: "no please, C'MON LEXIE COME BACK I STILL NEED YOU" I said holding her cold hands as derek enters the room
Der: "Lexie, LEXIE please come back I- please" he said crying
Doc: "SECURITY" he yelled out the door
Tia: "no NO IM NOT LEAVING HER" I said as the security guards came into the room grabbing me "GET OFF OF ME LEXIE PLEASE DONT GO I NEED YOU, PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME" I said screaming and crying while getting dragged out of the room
L/m: "mattia c'mon hun yelling isn't going to bring her back"
Tia: "I can't I-I-I can't leave her I can't"
Kai: "c'mon tia sh-she's gone" he broke down crying

Kairi pulled my arm while I'm still looking back they put the white cover over her face and closed the door, I pull my arm away from Kairi and march out of the hospital get into my car and drive off, I didn't want her mom getting into the same car as me because i knew she would've tried to stop me from doing what I'm about to do.

I start to drive really fast not caring what happens, I lost my person. I know we never dated but I know she was my person, I never cared about anyone the way I cared about her.
No one ever made me get butterflies when smiling at me, or even touched me in the slightest, not one person made me forget about my problems when I was with them, but she did. Everyone has different cures to different things, she was my cure to everything whenever she was around everything was better.

I drove to where a cliff was I go out and stared at the water below until I felt arms snake around my torso.

(An: so I don't confuse anyone the person he is about "talk" to is in his head)

Lex: "don't do it"
Tia: "why your gone, I have no one, I have no reason to stay alive"
Lex: "no mattia look at me"

I turn around and I see her dressed in the outfit when I first met her.

Lex: "you have people who care about you mattia, you have a loving and caring family and 2 best friends that are like brothers to you and friends like derek for instance"
Tia: "but their not you I want you, i need you"
Lex: "mattia you have me plus I will always be here with you, I'll go to your games, think about me and I will be there, when you need me the most I'll be there, when ur sad I'll be there, when your going through something just know your not going through it alone I'll be there every step of the way." She said wiping away the tears I had coming from my eyes

Tia: "I know but I need you here with me physically not just mentally"
Lex: "Mattia I know you need me physically but you can only have me mentally, you can only see me when you need me the most like right now. you need me I'm here you don't need to do this, live mattia, live for me and you. Live the life I couldn't."
Tia: "i-it hurts not having you here w-with me r-right now, holding you feeling your warm skin touching mine"
Lex: "babe get back into you car and drive home and sleep, I'll be in your dreams tonight"

she says as she walks me be back to my car while holding my hand, but I can't feel her holding it, which made me more sad.

Tia: "so explain how this is going to work"
Lex: "nothing really needs to be explained you need me I'll be there simple"
Tia: "okay I love you"

She smiles at me and kisses my lips but I can't feel it

Lex: "I love you too drive safe and slow"

I nod and drive off of the cliff and head home

•20 minutes later•

I got home took a shower and went to bed crying about lexie.

Tia: "I need you"

I felt something touch my hair so I open my eyes and I seen nobody. I turn around and I seen Lexie.

Tia: "how did I feel you right now but when you kissed me I didn't feel you then"
Lex: "I choose when I want you to feel that I'm around and don't cry you can see me, you can hear me"
Tia: "yeah but I can't hold you close, or watch you sleep peacefully while smiling, cuddle with you, or anything else"

I seen her look around then she looks up and said "I'm sorry mattia I have to go"

I watched as she disappeared into thin air

Lexie's pov

I was about to tell mattia something but I can hear someone calling my name so I'm looking around looking for the person calling my name and then I look up and see my nona so I told mattia I had to go.

I left and went to where my Nona was she looks exactly How I remembered

Lex: "n-Nona?"
N: "lexie baby it's not your time yet, you still have a long life ahead of you"
Lex: "I know but everything happens for a reason right? Like you used to say"
N: "yes but that boy, that boy, your mom and friends need you. Go lexie hurry before it's too late" she said pointing behind me

I looked behind me and seen my body still if the hospital bed, I walked over to it.

Wait I need to talk with Nona

Lex: "NONA"
N: "I'm right here stop fucking yelling"
Lex: "sorry but was there anything you want me to say to anyone?"
N: "just tell your mom I love her and I love you now go lexie"

I turned back around a touched my hand, I opened my eyes and I seen nothing but white. I felt pain so that must mean I woke up I could hear people in the room with me talking. I think I hear doctors and a familiar voice.

(An: I'm hoping this wasn't ass bc I feel like it was ass, anyways if it was sorry :/ 1035 words)