never ending

birthday boy

September 1😎👑
soo chris brown sent me "trailing two" & told me he releasing "do better" in October the song sounds amazing so im excited for that because what if i get famous...publicity is always a start.. i uploaded it on my sound cloud. i love trailing two and i love listening to it its just perfect soo august is coming back september 2 his birthday sept 3 i cant wait he said i got him alllll to myself sept 3😉 he just gotta do 2 concerts then he allllll minee😛💦
Next day
i met august at his hotel i spent the night still nothing happen we just kissed and chilled i mean we had fun why didnt we have sex? like this nigga might have feelings for me☺️❤️ but..that morning he got dressed and i drove to my house he stayed in the living room w. my sisters they were probably torturing him😭 i took a shower got dressed i put on a black & white & gray roses spaghetti strapped crop top and a long black skirt that was cut on the leg sides i part my hair down the middle straighten it and put on pink lipstick and eyeliner & dark eye shadow smokey eye w. cat eye & fake lashes and mascara and my skin was glowing i was glo'n 😍😏 ..i shaped my eyebrows and my nails were bright pink i looked so pretty i went downstairs everyone stared
august: beautiful 😍😍😍
niyah: you kids have a lot of fun alot like dont come back until he get the booty
*i made a face at her like chilllll😂😁*
chey: shhh shh😂😂😂
*i said good bye and hugged my mom and brother and he told me the location for his soundcheck*
august: feels good i aint got to drive today
chey: u barely had to drive on that tour
august: but eveytime i came to cali i drove yo ass aroun
chey: haha i know
august: wha yhu got planned fa ta night baby
chey: oh cant surprise you
august: better be nice
chey: trust me it will
*we went to soundcheck sevyn and you know august crew n em but i never met her but shes pretty & cool or whatever it was a fun night concert was mad dope they did one more concert and the transported him in a van back to his hotel i went and picked him up a lil bit later cus i took my car i wont leaving it💀 i got there texted him he came out and i took us to the beach and we got out*
august: i had a feeling we were coming here
chey: oh shutup but you have no idea what were going to do
*i got a present out the car i left the rest in there*
august: whats all of this
chey: for you
august: no no no no no
chey: just come on
*i grabbed his hand and we got onto to a boat and we went away from shore*
august: what kind of redneck stuff is this
chey: cali living my dude
*i handed him his present*
chey: you got more in the car😉
august:😕 i didnt want all of this
chey: well if you was my nigga i would spoil you forver😂
*he opened the present it was packs of milds, blacks, weed & kush*
august: dh😂
chey: you dont like it
august: na i do i aint know yhu smoked i mean like i aint know yhu could get stuff like this
chey: maybe i need to explain my past to you😂
august: maybe 😂😂
chey: one day😂
*we continued laughing & i opened the bottle i brung and poured some up in the red cups*
chey: to us, to your birthday i love you august
*he kissed me and we cheered and drunk up and just started gettn faded asf my vision blurry i was drunk and was doing anything & we started kissing and kissing led to me taking his shirt then his pants and we both know what happened after that 😋😏 but after we was done he rolled up some kush for us reminded me of me and my bro i mean we aint do this 😂😂 but me him & des & hayley (his gf) would take a boat around 4 am and smoke weed until the sun rose wow i miss that now he cant even smoke but we put our clothes on he is soooo sexy once we got to shore we got in the car & i dropped him off at his hotel and gave him the rest of his presents i cant believe this was happening i had sex w. august alsina 😭i have a chance w. august alsina😭 i got home and fell straight to sleep i woke up it was weird .. he didnt text me he usally does hes probably sleep we had a long night 😏& im probably just being paranoid but im trying to get him to claim mee😭😭❤️but he did hit me up the next day. THE NEXT DAY why was he waiting so long? wtf.. & i noticed no feelings no nothing he was just like "aye tryn' go ta Atlanta fa ah week w. me" i said "yea" this better make up for him not texting me😒but whats gotten into him? after i said yea no text back..

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