never ending

snatchin the crown

July 14th 😏
next week
i was at gynai house like the whole week but deadass i need to do something w. my life i cant be living w. my mom my whole life even though its a choice ehhh no but i aint going back to school tho😴 & august was in town today so we chilled & i went to the studio it was nice😎 but he said i could record today...once i got there him and chris brown & some others i didnt really recongnize but they had me weak asab hoomygawd.. i couldnt breathe but he said i can have his studio time until he need it so i need to get to work i freestyled two & sung the one i had lyrics called "first heartbreak" & the other two called "free landscape" and "trailing two" august and chris and some other dude walked in the middle of trailing two
chris: ayo..that that was good can i listen to the whole thing
chey: uhh uhm ugh idk its just like um nvm just go for it
*he came over & played it*
chris: voice is very beautiful i really like this song i like the verses chrous is weak and the beat is weak
chey: still looking for beats
chris: you trying to be a singer or you doing this just for fun
chey: im serious
chris: ugh i hate being nice na but i can make this song famous of course it does cost so we'll talk money real quick & do that chrous over
chey: ugh idk i mean about the money how much will i be making if you charging so much i could you know do it myself
chris: dont worry its good i can make you famous
chey; are you sure if it bust i deadass want my money back
chris: yes trust me ill take this one make it famous promote it for you so you can make it to itunes one day😂 but no refunds..😂😁
chey: ha shutup 😐.. & idek if im comfortable w. that info being out in the open
*august pulled me to the side and told me he felt the same just trust in your music so i ended up saying yes but chris is not cheap 😭but he let me get on one of his songs called "do better" he said it sounded great but hes not paying me for the feature idk to be happy or mad but i mean atleast i might get famous maybe just maybe then i went home & in my house they was having fun doing something totally bilistic like usual...just like the old times😚 hard seeing my brother walk around like nothings wrong but its better than him in bed depressed about not knowing his time..i should just try not to think about it but august texted me "tryn' ta chill?" i said "sure where" he said "ill pick you up" i changed my clothes into a white crop top that says "last gang^^^ & gray joggers & my 13s retros w. some my rings and gold chains piercings and all that i be wearing he came and got me and we was at chris house it was fun cus they was funny we was weak asab talking, drinking, good ass liqour drinks up i mean😛& red cups keep em coming and we played madden & 2k they lowkey suck cus i was winning i was barely tryn after a while cus the way i murdering them in this game was tragic😎 at first i was hype cus i kept winning & the sorry excuses the was saying..please😭💀 "i let you win "bruh you cheating" "this damn game cheating me" "i had that ! i had that! " and chris and august was throwing low blows at eachother but we was past sober so they should be good😭 but they some sore losers like yall just booty in the game😂 but 2k is my game i stay winning 👑😋
July 21st 🔥
august said hes gonna help get my song out there once chris is done w. it but he told me dont do that again because alot of people in this game are fake take your songs and never give them back or trick you into give them all the money you make and dont feature on a song w. out gettn paid and some other things i needed to know but now i been chillin w. my sisters and friends like that and my boyfriend in atlanta hes working to hard like he been doing everything and he be peforming everyday but he said it dont bother him everytime he look at his bank account he workin w. meek mill & too short & boosie c'nyle & people like that but i been writing songs lately when im not out having fun but today me toraine niyah and des going to get our nipples peirced and i have small boobies but i dont care because i embrace that and im comfortable w. my body i hate bras anyways 😛💦

an: wattpad being slow.so the outfit wont load.wtw.