never ending

baby mama

August came to pick me up i was wearing ^^ that outfit up there i parted my hair in the middle and put on bright lipstick w. my jewlery and some cute tropical sandals &i tol my mom and left i got in the car idk what came over him but we had sex in the car and he made...i mean he didnt make me i do what i want but he asked and you know when you really like someone you give them what they want and we got to his house he went to the studio i came w. him i was just chillin w. them they was all mad starin at me "she bad bruh" "where you find ha at" etc etc compliments😏👑 yea that whole week i was just chilling listening to them it was like made of smoking, writing, making songs & sex but i now realize why he bought me down here .. only to have sex i feel stupid for believing i had a chance i never listen to anybody "he dont like em he dont wife em" im so stupid i shouldve never gave it up now nothing will be the same between us i know it i feel it cus im a smart girl big head big brain👏 and i soon learned being down here..im not the only one.. why did i think i was the only one ? "shouldve never fucked him on that boat for his birthday if i wouldve know that he would hurt me like this in the worst way i wouldve never came down to his house in the first place😒"... but i was inspired down there and maybe i can get signed w. someone soon but i needa grind hard i wish i had stuff going for myself but oh well i fucked up my life the consequences are here im still proud of august regardless👏👏..but today the worst happened august has a baby mama get the f......😐 i didnt know i dont know anything he probably thinks im just this dumb broad he can pull cus im blind from the obvious so we were on the couch i was on top on him kissing him passionately he was holding my hips & i didnt know about this baby mother😐. august is a liar & a fuck boy player period point mf blank he tricked me i dont know how many times imma say it but IM STUPID..😐😭..we were on his couch she just bust in uninvited and tried to fight me she was thick and im this little string bean no hunny i can fight but i was not gonna fight some girl i dont know over a boy i dont date my problem is that i have a smart mouth i dont take shit from nobody and im not scared...basically how it went
girl: AUGUST OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR WE NEEDA TALK
chey: who is that
*i looked at the door about to get off him then she just came in and busted open the door he was pissed probably broke his lock or some shit*
girl: who the hell is she
chey: why is you worried bout me girl
*i got off him*
girl: dont get slapped little girl
chey: im not scared of you😐 try me try me i dare you cus you are ending your life you dont know me
*she tried to come at me i backed up and august came in between*
august: angie get out man
angie: no cus your lil girlfriend got a smart mouth i swear your a liar
august: GET OUT ok i on wanna ask yo ass again
angie: what you gonna do..this not even worth it..august you are a lying cheating scum bag
*she started walking towrds the door and knocked this glass thing onto the floor*
august: crazy bitch
chey: chey dont worry bout her shes a nobody they all nobodies you mine
*i mimicked the words he told me the other day i walked up stairs & he told me all those other girls were nobodies ! im so stupid so naive ! & i shouldve ended it then and there finish done gonzo but i really liked him when you like someone you do anything for them cus you have this feeling that yall are meant for eachother when we were on our way back to cali i didnt really speak of anything that happened i shouldve never gave it up now he doesnt wanna talk or be w. me anymore i realized i wasnt the only girl thinking she was the only one i see he is the same .. like them other boys we got back to my house and we hugged and he helped me carry my stuff to my car
august: see you this weekend la girl😏
chey: bye
*i waved and went into my house my family was turnt as always i decided to go have fun havent done that lately my whole week was consisted of partying drinking smoking but other than that i was kinda depressed of my findings not mentioning me and gynai still are bf & gf and im a total pathological liar i tried to avoid him i remember when him meek & others came to the studio w. august i dipped and waited in the car he still thinks i dont fw him .. i be lying im just trying not to come off too strong

an; this chapter was more of cheys thoughts & feelings not much talking😕