never ending

Comfort inn

That weekend
august couldnt come that weekend he fell off stage from dehydration & he had 10 seizures or something while he was on tour wtf august why the hell didnt you tell me😒 i never knew he never told me he had sezuires ! he finally told me when i texted him "i heard you collasped off stage are you okay?" he replied a few days later but i couldnt get down to nyc so i texted him a very long paragrah about himself it was nothing bad well not this time😐 he stayed in the hospital for 2 weeks he texted me & said "aye you try'n to come to hawaii wit me? i need to relax no work just us......" i didnt turn down the fun offer this should be fun a few concerts probably but no studio. no stressing. just us 😍for one week in hawaii drinking , smoking & of course i feel special out of all his hoes he picked me to go w. him 😂😂make some bitches mad today😏😉 but im going to have fun regardless of my emotional feelings, regardless of gynai i got to much tense & atleast i get to spend time w. him he picked me up he already bought me a plane ticket and hawaii here we come😼 so our first night we finally got there checked in to the "comfort inn" i didnt know they had american named hotels down here but im down for whatever & of course we had sex its like we were doing sexual things non stop i didnt want to i wanted a lil love ❤️😕and emotional support but only physical & i did it what he wanted to so throughout the week we had fun regardless..doing new things like surfing scuba diving speed boat riding etc etc of course i did most of this stuff but he hasnt done it all and we had some concerts omg it was fun asf like his concert was turnt asab i had soo much fun and every night you know what went on and we smoked weed omg and we was barely sober man i had fun but that last night was magical i felt something i felt it wasnt sex but making love he cared gently to my body he made me feel gr8888💪🐯 the best ive ever had...w. him 😂 i cant explain it but i was in love i bet im not the only girl who feels this way tho we fucked all night we got up our stuff was already packed we checked out and got a ride to our plane i had fun lil turning up there drinking there relaxing there it felt like a dream i got back to my house and went straight to bed i got up and started working on some songs
yea im going to put them on soundclound '& send them to def jam after i get in the studio so they can get a nigga singed😛😛but everyones listening to trailing two cus august & chris promoted it 😏 omggg & my mama friend said she'll manage me after we talk dinero so thats wassup im excited for this i never saw my future like this i better use my talents or im outback😭

an: im uploading another cus there was to much talking in this chapter well cheys thoughts but yay she might get famous😛