never ending

First date

May 8th/May 11th
yea niyah had a bday party she turned 20 it was turnt asf we went to the club got drunk we had fun i got her the best presents but on tuesday i got ready i put on a black leather bra type like shirt w. zipper on the front pictures up there^ but i never know what to call them and plaid red and blue shirt un buttoned and leather under wear like its like a two piece bathing suit and a blue button down and wrapped around my waist blue sandals.
niyah: AUGUST IS HERE
*my sisters ran down the stairs i walked down the steps as niyah opens the door*
chey: hi
august: someone looks wonderful
toraine: ik thank you
chey: oh shush...oh i do 😏
august: yes😏
chey: where we going?
august: i cant surprise you?
chey: oh well lets go
* we walked out the door and he took me to the beach this is my favorite one we walked and talk we can both hold a well convo about anything we had a lot of fun like seriously i vibe w. him & the smell of the ocean always calms me so i wasnt shaky or nervous holding hands w. him w. all this going on i forget my problems and learn to let go..so he took me home around ten we kissed on my front porch it felt like forever and whenever i kiss for longer then a peck i of course add tounge cus its sexy as fuck and ik he was liking that😍👅💦 like idc idc tounge is the absolute positive fucking best in relationships😩💦 but isnt this suppose to happen like in 10th gr 😅 to bad i aint have no 10th gr...then we started hanging out a lot everytime he had free time in cali but he was on his testimony tour so he was barely around but i went to a few of his concerts they was great😍 & we stay taking pics like ig hea it iss😂😂😛👅 but one time he invited me to chris brown house w. him it was funny we was getting faded asf it was lit...but the press/tabloids/paparazzi what ever tf you wanna call them the niggas who dont mind they business😂😂 was catching it all whenever we hang out or when we take pictures together "is this august alsinas girlfriend?" "has august alsina grown up and settled down?" and it was in the magazine and they asked about me on some interviews w. him "shes just a sweet girl i got to know" "weve never dated" "we just friends" "shes cool asf fw them cool chicks" "ik i gotta thing for them ratchet chicks but its like when you meet ha she shy quiet and when i got to know her being over her house she a lil crazy different then i thought i like that tho dont get me wrong yall i still gotta thing for ya ratchet girls😏" he says but they never get behind the scenes celebrities love that word "leaked" when most times they did it on purpose but not my business but we havent done anything frfr but i did send him some nudes and let him hold my titties & we sex talk over the phone 😂😂 but some girls have told me that 'he dont like em he dont wife em he one nights em' i knew this about him but hes just too cute and to much fun for me to give up on him im to reckless to car and some people change you know and i kinda love him...he told me he loved being w. me the other day they dont mean the same but i think its love but some other girls ive seen august w. idk if there just friends or if there more and he leading me on i havent asked cus i dont want him to get mad at me idk but thats not my boyfriend not my business😗💨.