never ending

young nigga winning

June 16th 😈🎧
Friday

i drove to the studio adress he texted me then asked to see august at the front desk she gave me what studio he was in
august: hey baby
chey: hi😊
*i said while putting down my stuff*
august: whats wrong
chey: wym?
august: the smile seems fake
chey: just been going through so much i just feel like its a lot i cannot control but all i can do is pray..
*he took me into the studio and got everything set up*
chey: do you mind stepping out its...personal
august; for sure for sure no lyrics
chey: i have a few words in mind im good at freestyling
*he taught me how to record it and all that and he stepped out*
20 mins later
*he walked in i had been finished the song but i was listening to it it made me cry everytime cus ugh why did this have to happen*
august; are you okay ?
chey: not really wheres the bathroom?
*we got out and he pointed it to me i went in the bathroom and tried to hold it together but i just couldnt stop this hurts so much eventually my eyes got dry i went back in he was listening to it i was heated asab like wth😐*
chey: i thought i made it clear i didnt want anyone to hear it
august: i thought..
chey: you thought what? i made you step out the room on purpose i didnt want anyone hearing it
august: you just said it was personal
chey: it was suppose to be implied
august: why
chey: why do you have to question me cant you just listen dang
*i walked towards the corner and started biting my nails*
august: i never knew it was that deep chey...prayers to your family..
chey: thanks but i never wanted you to
august: why
chey: to make it clear its not your business
august: you have a beautiful voice
*he hugged me i hugged back and cried onto him and told him stuff he comforted me if felt nice to have a shoulder to cry on someone who can understand the pain cus his brother was murdered i feel so hopeless but i got the song onto my flash drive i want nikko to hear it and went home that night me and august stayed on the phone talking all night. gynai ha been making an effort to call me i mean yea he texts me alot but he barely calls i just wnana hear his voice sometimes to know hes okay & doing his thing😔 but yea we have been talking from time to time tho he been doin better now that he know theres another nigga😂👏 had to get him in check