never ending

Missed you

1 month later👑
June 12th💦

i miss gynai so much😔 & it felt like forever i finally got a call from him i love him but im mad ik you out there doing ya thing concerts making music working hard but baby i miss you😔😪
gynai: cheyyyyyy baby
*he says in an excited voice*
chey: whos this😐
gynai: tf you mean whos this😒 chey bruh i will flex u dont try me
chey: what😐
gynai: why do you sound irritated?
chey: bcus i am
gynai: about what?
chey: why tf are u now calling me gynai why
gynai: is this how u treat your boyfriend
chey: i called you everyday texted you you never answered but now you finally wanna pick up the phone and say oh i want talk to chey how much do i mean to you gynai do you love me
gynai: of course i do & no i been busy grinding you know that so i can be rich so i dont have to sell drugs so i dont have to be a thug but a gentle man your gentle man you wanted me to get right and now that im trying to and you mad at me when i stopped trying to be in the hood and all of that
chey: where are you
gynai: home now only reason i came back was for you
chey: wow youve went back to atlanta 7 months ago and never had the time to call me ?
gynai: actually i did call u a few times & plus im doing this for us for me let me do me and i promise ill make you proud you really dont know how hard im working for us i just want to make you happy and im happy your still stayed down for me cus i really love you chey you are the one i love you more than anything and if i lost you i dead ass would have no clue what to do
chey: no...ill let you do you.. alone im done w. this long distance i need love i need attenion i need you and youre not here for me baby i need you here by me
gynai: baby no please..your making a mistake
chey: not this time no waiting..
*tears started comin from my eyes then we both say i love you at the same time*
chey: you have a real funny way of showing it
gynai; trust me come over tonight...you know you want to you know what you been missing
chey: on my way💀
*i got in my car and went to his house and you know we had sex it felt good as hell tho so i aint trippin like he hit it good and right we started kissing i stopped him*
chey: youre not off that easy though
*i kissed him again*
gynai: ik but until then
*then we started kissing again & making love it felt like all night it basically was i slept over there we got in the shower together he took the pain away we got in bed i put my clothes on that i left over his house and we started kissing then he got my phone thats my boyfriend he can do stuff like that i mean not like i wont on his...he had alot of hoes trying to get w. them most aint getta text back he had timeto text some of them but not call me😒 i deleted all them hoes out his phone and blocked a few who was sending pics and was like meet me and stuff like that
chey: no no no no no no no other women you can talk to ya moms & shit ok
gynai: already know
*he kissed me then i made an ig video while he was on my phone*
chey: let them know who this is...waiting..let em know
gynai: this my girlfriend this wife this bae
*he kissed me*
chey: yea so all ya other hoes dont text his phone no more
gynai: i wont protect you when she catches you
chey: ik thats right bae
*i laugh then we kiss then i guess he found august😁*
gynai; oh now i rememeber the reason i called u before u started giving me lip
*i tried to snatch my phone back*
chey: what are you talking about
gynai: you missed 3 calls from yung aug
chey; oh i did
gynai: yep and 2 text messages .. baby ? .. you up ? ..
chey: okay...
gynai: this the nigga you cheating on me w. i seen it on tmz im not stupid and all that and online in magazines chey im not fucking dumb cut this nigga off or no us he does not love you like i do and we need eachother like he cant love you like i can
chey: i know he cant
gynai: then why is you fw him
chey: he makes me feel good..when your gone
gynai; so this your new nigga alright
chey: no
gynai: why tf is he calln you baby?
chey: no questioning me ok look i dont like him he like me ok he wants me i want you i waited for you i didnt move on i didnt send no break up text
*i turned over*
gynai: wow great these text messages look great fantastic wonderful amazing
chey: no..im sorry
gynai: you should be
*i closed my eyes acted as if i was sleep he kept scrolling i could tell then he threw it*
chey: are u kidding me what if it broke want me to throw your phone
gynai: i only want you w. me chey i live you
chey: whatever
*i wasnt going to stoop to his level i couldve thrown his phone but i didnt i wasnt going to trip i really dont care tbh😅 if its cracked he know wassup but i went to sleep forreal i woke up around 12 i didnt really wanna leave tbh i got up brushed my teeth took a shower i used to stay over there a lot before he left me for money but i already had clothes and a tooth brush all that over there but i got out put on a sports bra and black under wear i didnt dry my hair the water felt good down my back trembling the chills made me feels relaxed he was eating and gave me my plate*
gynai: can we just talk
chey: talk about what
gynai: you this everything .. i love you chey i know we havent been talking but i love you i missed you i want you to be only mines i dont wanna share ..
chey: you be in my life i dont need him i only need you
gynai: i really dont wanna break up
chey: i dont either
* we had sex again then took pictures played video games went to the pool went to the beach took shots smoke weed we had a lot of fun he did some concerts and i stayed over his house until he had to leave back for atlanta and we went on a few dates to it was fun i missed my baby and i misssed the sex and i missed it all i just want him us to be normal but he doing it for me👫😈💰