His broken smile (KiriBakuDeku)

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(I can't leave you guys without a chapter for too long so I'm putting my problems aside and making a new chapter)

Guess what? 3 week time skip bitch.. Why? Cause I have no clue where to go with the past chapter. :)

TW: S3lf H@rm, Bad Thoughts

You have been warned

Third person POV

Izuku stared at himself in the bathroom, afraid of what people would think of him after being gone so long. He would definitely have to fight for his spot as number one again, and he wasn't ready for that yet.

Do it...

Izuku knew that voice all too well... "Could you just leave me alone for one day..." Izuku begged softly, not wanting to fall into little space already.

Just one cut... Nothing more...

Izuku knew better than to listen to the voice, but the only thing that would make it shut up is if he does what it says..

(This right here is pulled from my own mental state except, that voice is my alter. Great right? Anywho back to the story.)

Izuku reached his hand out for the blade he had put on the sink a couple minutes before that voice started to talk. "If I do this will you shut up?" The greenette mutters harshly.

Absolutely..

The green haired male sighed and grabbed the blade off the sink and set it on his wrist, the cool metal hitting his hot skin like daggers. A feeling he was too familiar with, but he didn't have time to worry about the pain he felt. He needed to cut before his boyfriends tried up to stop him. After 2 seconds of prep time, the first line was cut, but he didn't stop there. Line after line, cut after cut, blood seeped out of the cuts faster than a river flowing out of a broken dam. Izuku finally came back to his senses but it was too late. There was already blood on the floor and his arm was ripped to shreds, with little space threatening to consume him, Izuku quickly grabbed the bandages from under the sink and wrapped his arm tightly. He couldn't let anyone see or notice his wrist after that furious session. "Izu! Time to go!" Kirishima yelled from down the stairs,

"C-coming Sharky!" Izuku yelled back with all the energy he could muster. He hasn't eaten any food for a while now, but he manages to keep the front that he worked so hard to perfect. Izuku ran down the stairs and stood next to Bakugou, which was still half asleep. "B-bubba wake up we g-gotta go.." Izuku pulled on Bakugou's gauntlet, waking him up a bit more. "I don't wanna.." Bakugou was definitely in little space at the moment, there weren't many ways to get him out of it. Except for monsters, even though caffeine makes him sleep. (Idk why I'm inputting attributes of myself in this story but I am so take it).  "Stay here Izu, I'ma get Baku a monster, kay?" Kirishima says while walking to the kitchen, Izuku simply nodded his head. "Zuzu.. Tired.." Bakugou somewhat picks up on Izuku's body language, the greenette looks up at Bakugou with tired eyes. That immediately gave Bakugou red flags, he forced himself out of little space and rubbed his eyes. "O-okay what's up?" Around this time Kirishima started coming back with a Monster in hand. "N-nothing bubba.." Izuku tried to reassure the worried blonde. "Izu.. We need to make sure you're okay so you are okay to head back to work.." Kirishima said while giving Bakugou his Monster. "Guys I'm okay! Really.. I need to get my spot back anyways, who took it?" Izuku quickly changed the subject. "Izu.. Nobody took your spot. Nobody took anyone's spot, they kept our spots vacant." Kirishima goes over to ruffle Izuku's hair, Izuku gave him a small smile. "I guess it's time to go!" Bakugou says with excitement, he can't wait to be blowing stuff up again. "Yup, let's go!" Kirishima adds on. Izuku stayed silent, anxiety creeping up on him.